Chapter 28: There's no real love in you

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Luke(p.o.v)

"Take two advils every 5 hours unless the pain gets unbearable but you'll be fine" the Dr. said to Bill, I had to take him to the hospital since I thought he broke his hand.

When I found him he was bleeding and bleeding , I got scared but he was fine, just had swollen knuckles.

One the way home Bill didn't say a word , he didn't even looked at me "can you tell me why did you do that to yourself?"

"Luke I don't want to talk about it, I want to go home and sleep"

"Bill, if I'm asking is cause I'm worried about you mate"

"This is not of your business" he said and as soon as I parked he got out of the car and went in the house.

I looked at my watch and it was already too late to go pick Ava up.

Ava(p.o.v)

"Do you want tea or some lemonade?" Shin asked me, we were in the games room where there was a couple of pool tables, air hockey tables and other arcade games, did I mentioned he also has an area to play bowl and tennis! all inside the games room.

"not right now thanks" I said looking around "do you think it's a good idea?" he asked , I raised an eyebrow "what is a good idea?"

"to have a party here, I've never had a party before at my house , I'm nervous"

"it'll be fine Shin, don't worry your house is gorgeous everyone will have fun and you know we'll help you clean"

"Thanks, I'm nervous but excited"

"I bet, you have change since I met you"

"How have a change?" Shin asked handing me the stick to play pool "thanks, well when I first met you, you were so quiet, shy and kept to yourself but ever since Luke's friends showed up you have been more outgoing"

"You think so?" Shin asked with a grin on his face, I nodded cause it was true and I was sure Jack helped with that change.

"It's thanks to Jack" I said trying to hit the first ball but the stick wasn't even close to hit the ball "dammit! I suck at this"

It was Shins turn and he did hit the ball "Not fair! you play all the time" I said

"practice makes perfect, why do you say Jack changed me?"

"Because I think so, did he not?"

"Jack, Jack is kind of special for me... I've learned a lot from him, he's not afraid to be himself"

"You talk about Jack with so much emotion" as soon as I said that Shin blushed "Ava, can I tell you something but promise me you won't say anything"

"of course Shin, we are friends remember"

Shin got close to me and looked around making sure no one was there "I think I have feelings for Jack and I'm so confused!"

"feelings? you like Jack?"

"I don't know, I just... I feel so at peace when me and him talk but I can't be you know"

"ummm gay? Shin there's nothing wrong with being gay"

"You don't get it!" Shin said raising his voice in frustration "I can't be gay, my parents wouldn't understand... my dad wouldn't understand! we are German, we are supposed to be macho"

"Shin, there's nothing wrong with being gay... no one should judge you just because of your sexual preference."

"I don't even know if I'm gay"

"sexuality is very complicated, you will know soon enough, talk to Jack"

Narrator:

Kelly got a text from Luke about what happened with Bill, she immediately felt guilty . Bill had hurt himself because of her...

She drove to Bills house and met with Daniel who was outside smoking a cigarette. "Those things are going to kill you" she said

Daniel let some smoke out of his mouth "I'll die when I have to die"

"maybe sooner if you keep smoking" she said "maybe, how are you Kelly?"

"I, I don't know" she answered and it was the truth, she was confused, she felt guilt and nervous.

"how are you?" she asked

"I'm great, I'm going to miss the states though I'm guessing you are here to see Bill, he's in his room" Daniel said opening the door for her "is he okay?"

"he'll be...Kelly" Daniel put his hand on her arm "what Bill did wasn't your fault, don't feel guilty alright?"

Kelly took a deep breath "thank you" she whispered and went in the house.

Once inside she went upstairs and knocked on Bills door "who is it?"

"It's me Kelly" she said and there was a long pause before Bill opened the door. Kelly came in and closed the door "how are you?" she asked, Bill raised his hand covered in bandages and said "sore" he said sitting on his bed "oh and heartbroken as well" he said with a fake smile.

"Bill please don't start, I'm here to check on you not to fight"

"No one asked you to check on me, we are not dating anymore remember?"

"Bill, why would you hurt yourself like this?" Kelly asked him, she sat next to him and tried grabbing his hand but he moved it away "what do you want?" Bill asked Kelly in such a cold way it hurt her.

"Bill just because we broke up doesn't mean I stopped caring about you... Because I care about you we had to break up"

"No you left me for Nate"

"No I didn't, I'm confused and I just feel like me and you jumped in a relationship so fast that... I don't know Bill"

"Is that it? I feel like napping, can you please go?" Bill said walking towards the door "bye" he said showing her the way out, as soon as Kelly was out he slammed the door.

Bill sat on his bed and a tear ran down his face "there's no real love in you, why do I keep loving you" Bill whispered.

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