Summer fling or the real thing? Zayn Malik trilogy Fanfiction

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Chapter 3:

The waiter came back to the booth and asked if everything was okay. Zayn gave her a friendly smiled and politely said “yes” and asked for some more napkins. I grabbed one of Zayn’s fry and quickly     shoved it in my mouth as he turn to the waiter. Zayn must have saw my hand from the corner of his eyes and turn back to me. He look at his plate and laughed out “Did you just steal my fries?” I smiled and shook my head holding the fries in my mouth. Zayn said “open your mouth then?” I covered my mouth with my hand and quickly chewed it before I opened my mouth. Zayn got up from his chair and check my tongue he look at me and said “everything looks good”. I put my tongue back in my mouth and nodded “told you so” with a small smirk.

Zayn said “not so fast there is one more than I have to check”, I nod and told him okay. Zayn grabbed my cheek and pushed his lips against mine. I kissed him back and Zayn slide his tongue into my mouth and lightly wiggled his tongue against mine.  I wanted to pull back from him, because I hated public affection but his lips felt too soft and too good to pull back from just how I imagine them. Zayn lips were warm and his tongue was sweet. Zayn held his hands onto the table making him have more balanced. Zayn slowly pulled back and said “Nope, your good”.  My whole body rushed with goose bumps. Zayn smiled and as he sits back down I grabbed him by his shirt and said “check again” before I kissed him back.

My guilty conscience didn’t kick in until after the waiter interrupted us. Zayn thanked her for the napkins and when she walk away Zayn and tried to kiss me back. I pulled my hands out to his shoulder making him stop from coming any closer. Zayn nodded and asked the waiter for the check. I put my head down and broke eye contact with Zayn. I couldn’t look at him without trying to throw myself at him. Zayn asked me if I need a ride home and I shook my head “no, just to the park”.

When we got out of the diner it was late, too late to go to the park. Zayn offered again to give me ride telling me it wouldn’t be a problem. He promised he wouldn’t try anything, but I wasn’t afraid that he would. I was afraid that I might have. I nodded any way and he takes me to my house. The car ride back was silent, but not an awkward silent at least I didn’t feel that way. Zayn said “you could turn on my radio if I wanted to”. I smiled at him even though he couldn’t tell since he was driving. I started to play different stations, Zayn shook his head and laughed out “you’re the worst DJ ever”.

I smiled and said so “what you’re a good at being a DJ now?” Zayn turned his head at me and said “I good at a lot of things” and wink at me. I laughed and said “I doubt that”, he smiled and said “my kisses were good, right?”  My eyes almost popped out of my head. Zayn look at my reaction and laugh. I said “it was okay” and smiled. The light turn red and Zayn took off his seat belt and came on my side. “Okay” he mocked me and I nodded. Zayn got closer to my face and said “okay, enough to kiss enough, huh?” My heart started to pound faster and faster.  I nodded and said "only that time". Which was a lie, I would kiss him again if I didn’t have a boyfriend. Zayn bite his lips and said "you weren’t bad yourself, good actually, enough to kiss again..."  he paused and got closer to my lips and continued “and again’. He look at my lips and then my eyes.

At this point I stood there in my seat just waiting for him to kiss me. The light turn green and the cars behind starts to beat their horns. Zayn stayed there in my face and stick his hand out of the car’s window telling them to go around. I wanted to tell Zayn I had a boyfriend and to get off of me but somehow the words never came out of my mouth. I tried to justify my wrong by blaming it on Jason that if he would have showed up none of this would have happened. But my conscience remind me that he wasn’t the one who got in the car, he wasn’t the one who grabbed Zayn but his shirt and made out  with.  My stomach started to turn slowly just for my deception.

I snapped out of it and look at Zayn staring into my eyes. I felt the guilt but at soon as Zayn kissed me the guilt went away. I pulled back from Zayn and he moved back into my lips. I said to myself, I tried to stop it but Zayn came back, justifying my guilty actions again. Zayn pulled back and said he was sorry for kissing me. I wanted to slap him and said yeah don’t let it happen again but it was both of our faults. I nod and he put back on his seat belt, Zayn waited for the light to turn green again since we skipped the last one.

Zayn stopped right in front of my house and I thank him before walking out and he nod with a smile. I jiggled the door knob and it was locked, I whispered to myself “of course”. I check all over my pockets and I couldn’t find my keys. Zayn rolled down the passenger’s window and ask if I was okay, I walk to his car and said I don’t have my keys. Zayn eyes lighted up and pretend to frown and suggested that I wait in the car until my parents get home. I knew he would be happy I was even happy. I nodded and got back in his car.

As much as I love Jason he never made me feel this way, which was weird since I knew him longer.  I checked my phone and texted Jason why he was a no show. Zayn asked if I text my mother I shook my head and said “not yet”. He offered “you can come to my house, and I sleep in the bed... I could sleep on the couch?” I stared at him and shook my head “that’s not happening”. Zayn laughs and said “yeah, I don’t think you can keep your hands to yourself” with a smirk. I laugh and said “yeah I’m the one, that can’t stop touching you” in a sarcastic way. Zayn smiles and said “the first key to recovery it admitting that you have a problem”.

I laugh and nodded back to Zayn and I added “yeah, I think I need medical attention”. Zayn looks at me and laughs, I can give you an “examination” with a wink. I laugh and gave Zayn a push, he looks at me as I touch him, and slowly pulls my hand away.  He smiled and said “I think that’s for you?” I turn to the direction he was looking at and saw my father pulling in the drive way.  I open the door half way, before I saw my father slamming the car door and held a bottle of alcohol to his lips. I quickly told Zayn to drive and closes the door. Zayn pulls off and passes two blocks away from my house. I am relieve and thankful for how fast he pulled off. Zayn ask me why was I such in a rush to leave.

I pushed my hair up in a ponytail and gave Zayn a fake smile and said “it was nothing”. Zayn gently grabbed my face and said “are you okay?” I gave him a smile and nodded. Zayn’s big brown eyes stared at me and the fear of my drunk dad instantly disappeared. I felt my body being cover in goose bumps. I barely even know Zayn but I feel so safe with him. His hand leaves my face and he pushed my hair behind my ear. With that single innocent touch, I lower my head down, I felt Zayn breathing heavier on my upper lip but I didn’t mind, it calm me down even more.

He pulls my head up making our eyes meet and I couldn’t help myself but to stare at his eyes and lips, soft bright pink lips. I could still feel his lips on mine from earlier. Zayn smiled and said “where do you want to go now?” I had no idea, none of my friends lived close by, and going to my house with my dad drunk already was no option. I shook my head down and said “I don’t know”. Zayn look at me and said "we could just stay here" waving his arms to the car. I look at him with joy, “Really! You!”... I paused and lower my excitement down and said “yeah, thank you”. Zayn smiled and said “of course, it’s not a problem”.