Summer fling or the real thing? Zayn Malik trilogy Fanfiction

chapter 9 we can't

Chapter 9:

Zayn bite his lip as I sat back down on the chair. After dinner Zayn drove me to my house and walk me to the door. It was late and I imagine that both of my parents were asleep. I fiddle with my keys before putting them in the key hole and right before I could turn the door Zayn turn my body around and kissed me on my forehead. I remind Zayn that I have a boyfriend but it didn’t stop him from kissing me. His lips traveled to me forehead to my cheek then to my lips. I push Zayn away as soon as his lips touch mine. Zayn lend me against my door and kissed me again. I kiss Zayn back and he turned my door knob making us enter my house.  Zayn closed the door with his foot and picked me up by my waist making my barely touch the floor. He puts me on the coffee table by the door and start to kiss me on my neck. I push Zayn away again but he only kissed me even harder. He wraps my arms over his waist and I begin to think to myself why keep on fighting it when he isn’t going to stop, I tried that’s good enough.

My conscious came to me and said 'because I have a boyfriend name Jason' and I shoved my hands to Zayn chest and he stops. He breathes heavy on me and I look at him and said “I’m dating Jason and I’m happy with him”.  Zayn calms his breathing and said “I know... I know” Zayn grabs me by my waist and lift me off the table and put me on the floor. I thank him for respecting me even though at this point all I wanted to do was to slap myself in the face. Zayn takes a few steps back from me and said he was sorry. I nodded and Zayn begins to walk out my house. He close the door quietly and I lend on the table and exhaled out loud.

Before Zayn could pulled off I ran to the door opening it yelling out “Zayn wait!” Zayn hops out of him car and practically ran to the door step where I was screaming his name out from. He looks at me and I stare at his beautiful soft brown eyes and said “I can’t see you anymore”.  The pain in my chest hurt as much as the harsh words left my mouth. Zayn eyes opened even wider and said “we can just start all over again and be friends. Here I will start I’m Zayn and you name is?” Zayn raises his hands out to me hoping that I will shake it and reintroduce myself but I gently raised his hand down and said “we... I ... can’t”. Zayn walks up closer to me and said “I don’t want to lose you”. I pushed him back said “I just can’t”. His eyes look away from me and look back and ask “why”. “I can’t control myself around you and ... “Zayn stops me by putting his index finger over my lips. Just feeling his soft finger against my lips makes me tremble inside. Zayn said “I can’t either!!! And why should we” as he walks up closer to give me a kiss. I turn my head rejecting his soft lips and said “I have a boyfriend”

Zayn took three steps away and bite his lip this time not trying to be charming and hot like before but as in anger to my decision. He holds on the door way lending into my face. I couldn’t look at him anymore, his face made me want to take every word I said back and pull him by his shirt and kiss him. Instead I closed my door on his face. I knew it was harsh but that was the only way I wouldn’t drag him into my house and smash my face into his. I lend to the door hoping he would leave. After I heard Zayn’s car pull off. I ran upstairs and shoved my face into my pillow yelling at myself.