Chapter 47 so close

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Zayn's Pov-

You ruined us, you ruined us,

You ruined us, you ruined us,

You ruined us, you ruined us,

Fuck-fuck-fuck-fuck-fuck! I kept chanting in my head.

As soon the door closes, I punch the closes wall to me. When I draw my hand from the wall my hand was bleeding massively. I quickly ran to the kitchen sink and rinsed it with cold water. My white marble sink fills with the blood from my hand and when it stops I wrap it in a paper towel. I drag my broom to clean up the crumbles of the pavement on the floor. After I finish I check my hand and the paper towel that I wrapped it with was cover in blood. I look to the floor and there was blood everywhere.

I re-rinsed my hand and wrapped it again but this time with a special fabric I found in the first aid kit. As much as my hand hurt watching Hayley leave with Harry again hurts even worst. I laid in my bed and decided if I should call Hayley. What if she need more time, it's only been an hour. No, I need to hear her voice. I called Hayley for the third time but she didn't answer. I became desperate enough to called Harry.

"Zayn?" Harry says to me.

"Where is she?" I shouted into the small microphone.

"I drop her off her dorm hours ago." Harry says bark voice

"Call her and ask her then". I said angry.

Harry's voice tense up and said "I don't what to be in the middle of you guys".

"Of course you do, you love the idea that every time I fuck up, she comes crawling to you".

"Zayn, you don't know what you are talking about."

"Yes I do, I bet every time she comes to you, you think that she would magically fall for you and you two could live happily ever after huh?"

Without even a comment back, Harry hangs up the phone and as much as I want to chuck my phone at the wall, decided against it just in case Hayley decides to call me back. As I start pacing around the room waiting for a ring, I realize how stupid that was. I hurt her, I betrayed her trust in me, I need to fix, and I will. Grabbing my keys I leave my apartment.

I drove at a sixty mile speed knowing that it should be at forty. I got there in thirty minutes. I paced back and forth in front of her door thinking of something to say to her. Something more than 'sorry', something that will let her know my feelings are true. When I finally got something to say, I'm about to knock, so close when I hear something. I lend my head on the door and listen closely.

"I wish I didn't break up with you, Jason"

A/N

Comment on this chapter, are you guys mad at Hayley? Well you should bc she freaking regretted her decision and to top it off, Zayn heard.

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