Summer fling or the real thing? Zayn Malik trilogy Fanfiction

chapter 14 I don't feel nothing for you

We left the room right after Zayn and as we walk Kendall shouted” I’m going to make him mine”. Rachel laugh and said “yeah for the night, right”. Kendall laugh and said “It depends with a walk like that maybe for the night, the morning, the afternoon and maybe the day after and the day after that one and the day after that” Kendall laughed and we continued to walk. They all wanted to grab a bite to eat and catch up with each other but hearing Kendall’s voice just made me sick. “No, I’m going to go, I’m still tried from the drive”. I lied I was starving and full of energy but knowing that Kendall would be talking about Zayn the whole day, I rather still and finish unpacking.

As I walk by myself I start texting Jason to see if he if he was finish, but he didn’t answer. I decided to go to the small cafe by my dorm building. The place was nice, it smelled just like pine cones. The waiter sat me down at booth in the back by exit door. When the waiter came back to the table she handed me a fancy drink with an umbrella. “I’m sorry I didn’t ordered this” as I move the drink away from me. She push the drink back to me and said “it’s from the guy over there” as she points to Zayn. My heart felt like it was going to burst out of my chest and landed in the drink.  Okay if I could sneak out the back maybe he wouldn’t chase me. Before I could gather everything together Zayn slide himself into the seat in front of me.

The waiter leaves the table and Zayn said “how are you Hayley?” I ignored his question and asked “What are you doing here?” “What I can’t eat here now?”  Zayn said with a smirk. “You know that’s not what I mean what are you doing here, at this college”. Zayn ignored my question and asked me again how I was doing. I couldn’t think, the only thing I thought about was Zayn walking past me like I was some random girl. “You tell me, you’re the one would pretended that you didn’t know me”. Zayn bite his lip saying “I didn’t think you would have wanted any one to know... and besides if you wanted to talk to me you could have!”  Zayn said getting angry. How is he going to try to be friendly to me and then attack me less than five minutes? “You’re right I didn’t want them to know... that was a mistake” I got up from the table and Zayn grabbed my hand and said “ please...”I turn to Zayn and his eyes makes me forgive him, even though he wasn’t the problem, I am.

 “Just talk to me, I don’t want anything from you... I just want to talk” Zayn said and I sat back now. “How have you been?” my cheeks start to heat up as I stare into his eyes. “I’m fine, how come you didn’t tell me you plan on going here?” Zayn lick his lips and said “well, it was planned last minute and my lips were pretty occupied, last time I remembered so was yours”. Zayn smirk at me I couldn’t help but to blush and smiled back at him. I knew deep down inside it was wrong, but I couldn’t help that I had feelings for him and Jason as well. Zayn reached for my hand and I held his hand back.

Zayn pushed the drink back to me with his other hand.  I smiled and took a slip out of it, Zayn laugh at my reaction to drink, it was fruity and bubbly. “It’s their signature drink, I thought you would like". I smiled at Zayn and said “I do... I just didn’t think it was bubbly” Zayn squeezed my hand and my phone rings, Zayn let go of my hand and let me reach for my phone. “It’s Jason”, I told Zayn he put his hand over mouth and mumbled “answer it then, why keep him waiting”. I could tell that Zayn was mad but I answer it anyway.

I walk away from the table leaving Zayn by himself. “Hayley, come to my dorm I have a surprised for you” Jason told me. I told Jason that I would be right there, forgetting Zayn was waiting for me. I grabbed my things and Zayn grabbed me by my arm “where are you going” “Jason... I’m going with him...' I paused and saw the look on Zayn’s face and he said “you already left me once... please don’t do it again”. “I’m sorry” I pulled my arm away from Zayn and walk outof the cafe into the parking lot. I heard Zayn following after me “Hayley! I’m not going to keep chasing after you”. He yelled at me with so much force  and I turned to him.

“I didn’t ask you to” I shout at him “you didn’t have too, I know you Hayley I know you felt the same thing I felt... feel about you the moment we kissed”.  Zayn said back to me. “You know me? You don’t know anything about me”. Zayn grabs me by my waist “yeah I do, I know that you like me. I know that you couldn’t stop thinking about me like I couldn’t stop thinking about you. I know that you haven’t done anything exciting and outrageous since you met me. That being with me makes you feel alive, something that you know for a fact he couldn’t do”. Zayn said calm but his voice deep and smoothing my ears.

I was speechless I didn’t know what to say are do. Zayn came closer to me and I couldn’t move. “Tell me that you don’t feel the same” Zayn whispered in my ear. “Zayn please..."

“Tell me! Damn it Hayley just tell me” Zayn said as he back up from me angrily. “I ... Don’t, I feel nothing for you”. I lied I couldn’t tell him that I cared for him, that every time I’m alone I always think of him. Zayn grabbed me by my waist and lend me into him and said “nothing uh” I bowed my head and Zayn lifted my head up to meet his eyes and kissed me. I instantly wrapped my hands around his head as he held my waist tighter with every second we kissed. Zayn pulled away and said “you, call that nothing.”