chapter 15 selfish

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I sigh unable to answer him and just grabbed Zayn by his hair pulling him closer and said "just kiss me" before he could say anything I pulled his lips against mine. Jason called me three times but ignored them all. Zayn pushed me against his car and lean on top of me as we continued to kiss. Zayn pulled away and said "what are we... what is this? "What" shocked by his words. "I don't understand you, just you tell me that this... me means nothing to you, but here we are making out again." Zayn was right, my actions didn't add up to the harsh words I told him. I wanted to be with Zayn, I love the way how I feel when I with him but I also had Jason, who loves me and I care about him. "I don't know, I'm seeing Jason but I don't want to let you go. Does that make me selfish? That I want both of you?" Zayn squeezed my waist and said" yes, it is most selfish thing I ever heard".

I lower my head and nodded at Zayn, I was being selfish having two guys that I both care about and can't decide which one I wanted more. Zayn kissed my cheek and said "but I don't care as long as I have you". I kiss Zayn back on the lips and said "You got me and I'm not going anywhere." Zayn smiled and kiss me on my forehead, Zayn's kisses always made me so weak and vulnerable. "So what does this make me your boyfriend number two?" Zayn laughs on my lips. I push Zayn back and said "let's not use titles"

Zayn reach for my hand and kissed it. "Look who is the player now" hearing Zayn calling me a player hurts at first even though I knew he was joking. I couldn't help but feel bad for Jason but I also couldn't control myself when I'm around Zayn. Zayn offered me a ride to my dorm since it was already late. I nodded and Zayn drop me off. Before I could open the door Zayn offered to walk me to my dorm. I nodded and we walk up to the elevator. We waited in the elevator and they played slow cheerful music. I pushed my floor and Zayn stand next me. Suddenly the elevator stops and everything shuts down, no lights, no music. I couldn't see Zayn, it was pitch black. I hear Zayn moving closer to me. Even though I couldn't see I knew Zayn was close to me. I tried to find his hand in the dark but he wasn't there.

All of a sudden Zayn pushed me against the wall pinning my hands on the elevator's walls above my head and kissed me. My first reaction was to kiss him back and I did. I pulled away from Zayn and said "What are you doing, the elevator is broke?" Zayn grips his hands on my waist and said "which is why we should take advantage of this time" I knew that Zayn was smirking at me even in the dark. Before I could say anything Zayn continues to kiss me. I kissed Zayn back and felt his hands on me. Zayn was breathing heavy and for some reason I missed his heavy breathing on me. Zayn's lips started to slide down from my lips to my neck. He whispered on my neck saying" I love this elevator so much" I laugh at his comment and let his continue to kiss my neck.

I felt Zayn slowly pulling on my shirt but before he could finish a man's voice from the elevator spoke to us. "Is everything alright in there?" Zayn backed away from my neck and said "yes, I'm fine" I reached from Zayn hand and he held mine. "As soon as we find the problem we should get it back working" the voice said again. Zayn squeezed my hand and said "take as long as you want I can find something to occupy me". I smile at Zayn even though he couldn't tell and he brings his lips to mine. Before we know it the elevator was working again. When the lights turn back on Zayn pulled away and said "want to continue this is your dorm?" with a smirk. I nodded with even thinking and quickly said "no". Zayn exhaled out loud and said "I agree with your first answer" and grabbed my hand when the elevator door open to my floor.

I pulled my hand and said "seriously we can't I have..." Zayn cut me off and said "I know you have a boyfriend but you wasn't thinking about him in the elevator... "I cut Zayn off and kissed him, because I heard in his voice that he was getting mad. Zayn instantly wrapped his hands on my waist lending me closer into him. Zayn slide his tongue in my mouth and wiggled it with mine. Zayn slide his foot out of the elevator so it wouldn't close and said "what's your number?" I shook my head and said "No you can't come in" Zayn smiled and stared at me and demand "Hayley, I'm coming in your dorm! Or we are going to mine" I smiled at how direct he was but still turned him down. Zayn smile at me and said "you let me do all that in the elevator just to turn me down now?" I smiled at Zayn and said "I didn't force you to" Zayn laugh and squeezed my hips and said "well you didn't stop me neither"

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