Summer fling or the real thing? Zayn Malik trilogy Fanfiction

Chapter 41 Live in the moment

Zayn's Pov-

I woke up and felt terrible I stared at Blair asleep and regretted my decision last night. I sat on the edge of my bed and rubbed my face. I felt Blair moving but I didn't say anything. Suddenly I felt Blair's soft lips on my shoulder "Good morning" I turned to her and gave her halfheartedly smiled "morning" I felt my voice beginning to crake and Blair wraps her arms around me and kiss me all over my back. I turn around and pinned down Blair and kissed her. Even though I felt bad being with her it eased the pain from Hayley.

I laid on the side of Blair and she climbs on top of me. I kept my eyes on her eyes afraid to look down. She smiled and said "what nothing you haven't seen before" I bite my lip keeping all of the thought in my head. I pushed her off of me onto the bed. She giggled as I climb on top of her and start to kiss her.

Hayley's Pov-

'Don't do it, just wait until he calls you' I kept saying to myself as I look at Zayn's contact list on my phone. Why can't I stop thinking about him? Because you like him my conscious adds. I turn my phone off, trying to fight the temptation not to text him at least. Kendall wakes up and offer me to join her to go grab some coffee. I look to my turn off phone before nodding, hoping that the walk to the Starbucks would get my mind off of him.

When we got to Starbucks the room smelled just like coffee my stomach started to cramp up. Kendall notice my strange behavior raising a brow "are you okay" I stutter and said "it smells like coffee in here" Kendall laughs "Well it is a coffee shop" the smell of coffee remind me of Zayn handing me his cup and how much I enjoyed it.

I couldn't take the smell of it, just the thought of Zayn smiling as he says 'Hayley, you know my tongue been in your mouth plenty of times and so have yours that means our salvia has touch multiple times and yet you say to me that you don't drink after people.' I walk straight out of the coffee shop bumping into someone.

As I watch his coffee spill on his shirt I quickly apologize. He smiled and said "It's okay, I think I had enough caffeine for today anyways" I smiled and when I actually paid attention to him, he was so charming, his smiled. I nod looking at him. "Oh, I'm Ethan" I smiled and said Hayley.

"Oh, can I buy you a cup of coffee?" even though I didn't want coffee I nodded anyways. Kendall wink at me as she leaves the coffee shop and I smiled at her. Ethan turned around to me and handed me mine coffee. I thank him and took a sip. He smiles as I took a sip of it. "how it is, I kind of guess you would like the peppermint mocha." I smiled and wiped the whip cream off of my upper lip and nodded.

"Yeah, thanks I can taste the peppermint". The coffee was really good, 'but Zayn's better.' I should have asked him what flavor was it. No stop thinking about him. After I got my mind off of Zayn, Ethan and I talk, he was nice, really nice but he remind me of Jason, boring.

Ethan phones ring and he grabs my hand on the table and says "Wait one minute". I nodded and blushed as I felt his warm hands touch mine. As soon as Ethan left, I turn on my phone but still nothing. When Ethan gets back he smiled "sorry, my mother can be a little needy" I smiled "no, that's okay" He laughs "I don't want you to think I'm a momma's boy or something."

I laugh and shook my head, "I don't it just proves that you care" he smiles back at me but I her a buzz from my pocket. I got new messages from Zayn, my hand hover the accept and ignore button. Just when I'm about to click 'answer' Ethan interrupt "is everything, you stress torn" I press ignored and shake my head before continuing to talk to Ethan. Ethan ask for my number and after battling with myself I jab the numbers in.

When I got back to my dorms I read Zayn's text messages and they all said the same thing. 'I'm sorry', 'we need to talk', 'answer me back at least'. I sigh before deleting them hesitantly of course. Kendall lays her head on my lap as I sit on my bed "Ethan, is hot but so is Zayn, really hot and Harry, like did you ever stare in his green eyes. I nodded to all of the tempting guy here at Stanford.

"But I know Zayn is the one for you, he brings out something in you. Good or bad, not sure but something's there." Kendall adds. I shift uncomfortably knowing that Kendall is right. Kendall adjust herself on my lap again and I said "Zayn and I were never together "

Kendall smiled "official no, but you and Zayn are meant to be together, I can see it". "Zayn is meant to be with Blair, not me" I snap back at Kendall. She slides off of my lap "Fine, be grumpy" I laugh and lend against my wall "I'm sorry, it's been a long day." she nods and say "There is a party tonight want to go?" I didn't feel like anywhere, I shook my head with a frown. "Fine, bum it will just be Julian and I then" she says throwing clothes out of her closet. I jumped out of my bed and slip on my shoes.

"That red skater skirt with the black crop top,oh and my shoes are under my bed. I'm going public showers-it's empty at this time. And alone time seems like heaven right now" I said grabbing my towel and begin heading to the showers. Luckily no one was there, just like I prayed for. After I finish washing up I wrap the towel on me and when I walk out I spotted Zayn. Zayn had a towel wrapped around his waist, and I saw all of his tattoos well enough to hear my own heart pounding. "Hayley!" He rushes to me and I tried to run away but he grabs me.

"Hayley I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to be so cruel to you, I know you didn't deserve it, I was just so jealous that you asked out Harry in front of me." He rush out in one breath.

"It was a double date it's not like it was just us two, Kendall wanted me to go with her and I agreed, that's it" I shouted back as him.

Zayn bite his lip "A double date? Nothing else" I shook my head rapidly. Like it would make a difference and I almost believe myself before I thin blonde pops in my head.

"Yes, not like it matter since you have Blair" I folding my hands. Zayn lends in on making his wet body touch my towel.

"I don't want anyone but you, not Blair, not Kendall no you but you and only you".

This isn't fair, just when the I fell like I got some self control that Zayn seems to make me throw out of the window the moment he said my name, and then tells me all of this crap, that makes me want him even more and seeing him shirtless as the water drips on him just makes it worse.

Zayn push my wet tangled hair behind my ear making me stare straight into his eyes. "I'm sorry, for not trusting you. For letting my jealousy gets the best of me. I'm so sorry Hayley" his eyes bores into my green ones and I know he's telling the truth. Zayn put his hands on my waist and I pull back and Zayn squeezed even tighter. He gives me a pleading look. And this is the first time I ever seen him look.... Innocent.

"Hayley please, don't do this to me, don't let..." Before Zayn could finish I kissed him. Zayn lets go of my waist and puts both of his hands behind my neck, pulling me closer as he lips attack mine eagerly and I'm no better, gripping every inch that I can fit in my hands.

Zayn lead us into one of the shower rooms and pushes me against the wall. I accidently turned on the water from the showered head. As it pours on us we became soaking, my towel wet and his hanging on his waist. But Zayn didn't pull back and neither did I.

The water felt freezing against my skin but the warm touch of Zayn's hands roamed up and down warmed me up, so fast to it was suddenly hot. Zayn pulls back and was breathing heavy, I watch the water drip on his face and pull in back to my lips. I hold Zayn on his waist and his hands slowly slides down from my waist. Zayn grabs my thighs and lift me up. I cross my legs around his waist like it was meant to wrap around his waist-being perfectly entwined.

I slide my lips to Zayn's neck and there were some bruises all over him. I pulled back "What happened to your neck?" His face furrows into confuse before he realize what I'm talking about. "I... I got in to a fight" I chose not to question him, for once. "Let me" I mumble on his jawline before kissing the bruises. He groans instantly "God! What are you doing to me Hayley."

I quickly pulled away to kiss his lips before going back from Zayn's lips to his bruised neck. Zayn moan out "Hay...ley!"

I deep the kiss on the bruise and hear a throaty groan, and the vibration soon after. He pulls away and grabs my face in his wet palms. "Be my girlfriend" he said breathlessly.

"What?" I said taken back.

"Forget about all the bullshit, I did. Live in the moment with me Hayley and be my girlfriend. Say yes."

"Yes, I'll be your girlfriend"