Not Always Glamorous

Chapter 12: Am I Really Alone?

HeySothis chapter is goig to have an scene of heartache but then joy. Ohyeah!Ohyeahandthedoctorsnameispronounced (Ifyoudon'tknow) is Dee•air•eea

Kisskiss,

Jade

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Chapter 12: Am I Really Alone?

      I was so tired the next morning. My pillow was soaking wet. Why? Oh yeah, I remember. I was back stabbing and Harry probably hates me right now. I miss him so bad, I feel like killing myself. I just want him right next to me with his arms around my waist gently kissing me. Making me feel like I'm the only girl in the world.

     I was drifting to sleep when felt that weird feeling. OH GOD! I screamed and slammed the red button next to me. I yelled Harry's name hoping he heard me. "HARRY! HARRY! I NEED YOU!" I tried to cry, but I couldn't. Soon, Dr. Diarrea ran in with two nurses by his side. He gave me a big jug of water and a nurse brought to pillows to put under my knees to elevate them.

     The other nurse held my hand and checked my heart and kept saying to take deep breaths and to relax. Then Harry burst through the doors. He ran next to my side. "WHAT'S HAPPENING, JADE?!" he yelled but was pushed aside by the nurse that brought the pillows and pushed outside the door. He kept trying to push her out of the way yelling and crying.

     I yelled back his name. Dr. Diarrea pushed me back onto the bed and told me to stop and relax and drink. I threw my head back and wanted to cry. I tried to get up and run to him but all the nurses and Dr. Diarra had to hold me down. I yelled "STOP! I NEED HIM!" Harry kept banging on the glass and I saw two security guards take him by the arms and hold him back on the wall. He was yelling and crying.

     "Jade, he needs to stay outside! He has to stay outside! STOP!" Dr. Diarrhea yelled. I collapsed with sadness and anger. I could finally cry again. I threw my head back, covered my face with hands and cried. I haven't been able to cry for what seemed like ages.

    I finally gave up. "Jade, why do you need him?" Dr. Diarrea. "Because right now, my best friend is dating Niall, plus she's furious with me , everyone left, plus I am in a hospital which I don't want to be in, no offense. Harry loves me and makes me feel better and I NEED him!" I told him wiping hot tears from my face. "I'm alone." I finished.

     "Oh really?" Dr. Diarrea said raising his eyebrows. He took a megaphone and opened the window. I heard screams and people crying. But these were GOOD screams and crying. Like at my concerts. "They've been out here. Camping out there ever since they heard you were in the hospital. You aren't alone." I smiled. They came and CAMPED outside my part of the hospital...the second they heard I was in it?

     Tears came to my eyes, but these were happy tears. I haven't had those in a while. "Wait, I'm not finished." Dr. Diarrea said. He turned and the megaphone and told my fans "Jade is here crying because her best friend is angry at her and her husband is not allowed in the room at the moment, and she says she is all alone. Is that true? Is Jade completely alone?" "NO, WE LOVE YOU JADE! WE LOVE YOU!"

     Those words echoed in my head. I'm not alone. I will never be alone on anything. There's gonna be at least one person with me wherever I go or do! Hot, slow tears ran down my face. "Thank you so much. Right now had been tough for me for personal reasons, but you finally turned my sad and depressed tears to happy, joyful tears. How can I ever repay you?"

     "Just don't...don't forget about me. I know you re a star and you meet thousands of fans and you are not gonna remember each one, but please. Don't forget me." he said giving me a slip of paper that read Don'tforgetme, K.I.T, 343-7698, Love, Dr. Diarrea. After I read it, I looked at him, glassy eyed. He was also glassy eyed.

     "You helped me so much. I will never forget about you. Ever. I wouldn't even think about it." I told him. Then I reached over and hugged him. I felt tears drop on my hospital gown, and I knew they belonged to him. As we pulled away, he said "With that, I have some paperwork for you to complete and we'll release you," we started to walk away to get the paperwork, but stopped turned around and said "And hey, call me Phill."

     "No problem, Phill!" I said smiling. For about the next 30 minutes, I filled out release forms and then realized Lou was still in the hospital. Now that I don't have anything attached to me (or a gown that shows my butt) I told Harry we needed to check on him before we left. "No problem, babe!" he said in his bouncy self, then got serious. "Look, I was really worried about you. What would happen if...if..." he started but turned away. "Never mind." he said shaking his head. "If I left you? As in died? Babe, that wouldn't happen ever, okay? Not from this. I am fine. They put me on a Bata Blocker (A/N: BataBlockerisapillthathelpscalmheartrate. IhaveaconditionwhereIgetdehydratedandfeel faint, andsometimesIdo, soIknowmystuff!) and I will be feeling much better."

     "You're right, it was idiotic to think you would die. But let me ask you one thing. Taylor told me about your...condition. Why didn't YOU tell me. If you couldn't tell me THAT secret, how are you supposed to tell each other more important stuff?"

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