I don't regret anything that happened that day with Ivan, well not until today anyway.
It was around 10pm and nobody was in the team 10 house apart from Ivan and I, this was a rare opportunity so we took advantage of it. Around 12 pm everyone started to come home and we had to finish what we started. We didn't realise someone took pictures of it all I swear if we did I wouldn't have done it. Neither would Ivan he isn't like that. It just happened you know? Everyone has a first time and mine was amazing Ivan makes me feel like a princess and I'm so in love with him. But when those pictures leaked online everyone was talking about them. I couldn't handle the pressure and in the end I had to talk to Nick about it even if it was the most uncomfortable thing I've ever had to do. Nick understood me he listened and I talked. He told me it was gonna be alright and I really believed him. But Ivan wasn't talking to me. He thought I was the one who called the photographer. It wasn't me but he doesn't know that and keeps blaming me for it. I can't handle it all anymore I really can't.
I'm So Sorry.
Helloo!! Sorry I couldn't stick to my update schedule😞 I've been on holiday so I couldn't find anytime, but I hope you enjoy this really late update. If you have any suggestions you can write a comment😘
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For Your Eyes Only (I•V)
Hayran KurguEliza was just a normal 15 year old living in London with her family until one day she came across team 10 and her whole life changed for good.
