Endless Days *Completed*

Consumes Me

This pain consumes me,

It’s like fire, burning me.

It takes me over until

There is nothing left

But ashes.

I can’t take this very

Much longer, and

No one even knows.

I hate what I’ve become,

And I hate what I’ve done.

It will soon be over,

This pain that consumes me,

And it won’t even matter

What I am or the monster

I’ve become.

I soon heal, and

These scars are still here,

But these are still visible,

And I can’t even be myself

Once again.

Then it begins again,

And I go through the

Same old thing,

It’s just a different day right?

This monster I’ve become

Buries itself deep,

And emerges when I’m

Most vulnerable.

And I start the cycle

Again, but this time,

I fall deeper into myself,

Scar by scar I peel myself apart,

Waiting for a savior, anyone to help.

The help will never come,

But I will continue to wait,

Unless it is too late, and

I have fallen too deep for

Anyone to save me.