Jiminrella's Story

Pushing Away

Flashback

Seulgi walked into the room that the two boys held occupied. They had just buried the two a few hours ago and she wanted to check up on Taehyung.

"Taehyung"

Jimin motioned for her to come in and surprisingly Taehyung didn't tell her to leave like he did when she came to the palace a few days ago with the two bodies.

"I'm sorry I couldn't save Yerim.."

He let out a bitter laugh, "you're saying it as if you could have"

Those words stung but she pushed it aside, "Yerim didn't deserve to die like that"

"You think anyone does?" His tone was harsh and cold.

Seulgi frowned, "Seungwan does.." she whisper hoping the other two wouldn't hear but they sure did. Jimin and Taehyung both got from their seats.

"Why do you say that?!" Jimin Questions,eyes darkened. Taehyung nods and turns to glare at her.

Their looks could kill anyone and Seulgi stayed silent, but slowly a grin comes to her lips, "Seungwan deserves to die like that...she's the reason why Yerim and Jungkook died"

Jimin and Taehyung's eyes widened.

"What did you just say?"

A smirk takes over the grin, "You heard me, the reason why Yerim was capture and killed was because of Seungwan"

Seungwan opened her eyes. She moved her arms the blocked her face down and her eyes widened.

Jimin blocked Taehyung's sword with his. The two use the same amount of strength to push one another.

"Stop it Kim Taehyung!" Jimin shouts but Taehyung shakes his head. He glares at Jimin, "Get out of the way, I need to kill this traitor!"

With one look, the other guards pull Taehyung away from Jimin and hold his arms tight no matter how much he tried to fight them off.

With that taken care of, Jimin turned his attention back to Seungwan. But when his eyes meet hers he could feel a lump in his throat, tears threatening to fall any second.

"What are you doing here Seungwan?" His tone flat. And that killed Seungwan to no ends. She wanted to jump into his embrace and cry to him about Jungkook, about everything that happened but she couldn't anymore.

They both were desperately trying to hide their hurt but little did they know that they were only hurting each other even more.

Biting back her tears Seungwan stood up straight, "Where's Jungkook?" Taehyung snickered from behind, "Like you don't know where he is, he's in heaven now because of you!"

Jimin glared at Taehyung but Seungwan let her tears fall, "Have you guys buried him yet? I need to see him.."

Slowly Jimin nods his head causing Seungwan to break into tears. "Please take me to his grave...I need to see him Jimin...please" she reached for his hand but he flinched and Seungwan stops.

He just avoided her touch...for the first time ever, Jimin avoided her touch. He add another knife to her heart with just one small move.

"I'm sorry Seungwan but I'll have to ask you to leave" Jimin pointed her out but she stood still. Her eyes burning into his, desperately trying to find the man she loves and adore, and like on cue she saw an emotion from his eyes. What seemed like pain and yearn?

Before Seungwan could say anything, out walked Seulgi, she was dressed beautifully unlike the other day Seungwan saw her.

Seulgi made her way next to Jimin with a smug look, she hooked her arm around Jimin's. And he didn't reject her touch like he did to Seungwan. Not even when she leaned her head on his shoulder giving Seungwan a smirk.

"My fiancé asked you to leave"

Fiancé? Seungwan thought before looking at his ring finger. A golden ring with a white jewel in the middle laid.

Suddenly Seungwan couldn't feel the pain anymore. Her heart had numb, her vision had blurred and her mind had blanked out. She only stared at the image infront of her. The image of Jimin with another woman....

"When did you become her fiancé?" She mumbles finally able to speak again.

He looks down embarrassed, "That you don't need to know about.." he tried to harsh and cold but his voice quiver and when he looked up he saw the pain that exploded from her eyes.

It took him everything not to pull her into his embrace and tell her that he'll always be by her side.

But the sadness disappeared and anger replaced it, "If you won't bring me to Jungkook, then I'll go find him myself" and with one last look Seungwan ran past everyone.

His instincts made him go after her but was pulled back by Seulgi. "Let Her be. She doesn't deserve anyone after all she's done" Jimin looked back at Seungwan's fading figure before heading back inside the gates.

......

Seungwan ran through every hill mountain, forest she could find but with no luck she couldn't find him at all.

"Where are you Kook..." tears stream down her pale face as she began walking around aimlessly.

Mark watched her from afar. He looked at her bleeding arm and frowned. He never meant to hurt her physically, heck not even emotionally but....his eyes widen when Seungwan suddenly fainted.

He ran over to her and shook her.

"SEUNGWAN! WAKE UP! SEUNGWAN!" He carries her back to the hut he built in a hurry. She's suffering and it's all because of him.
...........
Jimin stepped inside his room exhausted. The whole entire day, Seungwan's face never left his mind. The way she looked at him, so broken...

In a world where you have to fight for happiness, Jimin couldn't survive and fight anymore. His happiness, he gave up fighting for it.

Suddenly, an arrow flies through his open window and hits his wall. Jimin takes cover and stares out the window, but no one was there.

Carefully he closed his window shut. When he was sure no arrows can get into his rooms, he walked over to the arrow and notice the small note tied to the note.

Slowly unraveling the note, Jimin went near his lamp and read the letter.

You're pushing the person you love away not realizing that you're actually pushing her closer to me. You're giving up not thinking much but really you're giving me the chance to take her. You let her go because you're afraid of breaking her yet you're pushing her to the real destructor in her life.....