I look out at the scenery. Remembering when Seungwan first took me here. When she taught me how to ride Luna here.
It felt like just yesterday we were running around town making trouble. It felt just like yesterday she came in and helped me..
Now she's gone..now I'm all alone.
Luna comes up behind me. But it's not complete without her..is it wrong to miss someone this much?
"Can you believe that I found her yet I lost her again" I sigh and feel my eyes tear up.
My lips quiver as I remember myself reaching for her, "God just really hates me doesn't he? Why am I suffering so much?"
"I found her, so why can't I have her? I never gave up on her so why can't I have her?"
I lay down onto the grass and stare up at the clear blue sky. I can see her up there right now, prancing around finally free like she's always wanted to be.
............
"But I'm right here Jimin, I'm right beside you" Seungwan cried as she kneels down infront of him.
He didn't get up, heck he didn't even look at her, I mean who could hear a spirit? "I've always been by your side, never once have I been away"
From the moment she took her last breath, to the moment Jimin found her body before the cave came crashing down on her, Seungwan's been by his side.
She's seen his tears, she's heard his cries, she even felt his pain but there is nothing she could do. Again she tried to pull him into her embrace but her hands go through him like air.
With just that Seungwan cried, this was torture. She wanted to bring him into her embrace, she wanted to comfort him and whisper nothing but love to him. But now she was nothing but a shadow to him.
"Get up...wipe away those tears...please" She whispered but even a whisper from her cracked. Jimin isn't the only broken one, no, because Seungwan shared his broken heart.
Her arms flash and that's when she knew her time was almost done...she would have to leave him forever this time and it pained her to no end.
With one breath, she closed her eyes and soon popped up in the same place but with Jimin walking around cluelessly.
When he felt the presence of someone else, he turned his attention to Seungwan. She stared back at him with tears already flowing down.
In a quick second, Jimin had brought her into his embrace. He took in her scent, he took in her small body squeezing her into his hug. This wasn't any ordinary hug, just like a kiss, it was a hug full of emotions.
"Please tell I'm not dreaming...please tell me that this is real" Jimin nuzzled his face into her hair, but Seungwan didn't answer him...
She pulled away from him and wiped away his tears, "I missed you so much Park Jimin"
He leaned down and captured her lips onto his, she wrapped her arm around his neck and kissed back but at the same time she couldn't stop crying.
Fearing the future she didn't want to break the kiss, it broke her knowing that she couldn't stay with him. It broke her even more knowing that he'll really be by himself now..
Jimin pulled away when he need a breath. But just as he pulled away he laid another kiss on her lips before kissing her forehead.
When he noticed her tears, the way her eyes shone her broken heart, he knew something wasn't right.
"This is a dream isn't it?" His voice broke as he held onto her hand.
His hold tightened, afraid that she'll leave him if he lets go, Seungwan looked around nervously before she stared back up at Jimin.
"You know what ripped me apart? When I was always right beside you ever since that day yet I couldn't let you know...when I saw you cry I couldn't wipe them away for you. Seeing the one you love in pain and not be able to do anything is the worst kind of torture there is out there Park Jimin"
Tears were just flooding her beautiful brown eyes, "I love you, I'll love you even in my next life...even if I won't be next to you anymore, remember that I love you.."
"Will I ever get to see you again?" Jimin cried and Seungwan wiped his tears away, she placed her forehead onto his.
She laid a gentle soft kiss on his lips, "I made you a promise before I...before I left. And it was to protect you. And now I'll make you a mother promise...I'll find you in the next life and I'll love you until my last breath again, I promise"
"And what if we don't meet next life?"
Seungwan smiled, "Then I'll find you in the life after that one and if I can't find you still then I'll find you in the life after that one...I promise you Jimin, I promise you that in our next life, I'll shower you with all my love as much as I can" this time Jimin leaned in and kissed her as he cupped her face.
"You promise me that you'll do the same" she whispers when he pulls away.
With one smile Jimin smiled and nodded, "I promise to find you and love you Son Seungwan, no matter how many lives it'll take me.."
And Seungwan pulled away from him. She smiled sadly at him as she felt her own body being pulled away.
Jimin knew exactly what was happening but he couldn't find himself to let her go.
"Pinky promise?" Seungwan held out her pinky even as her body began to disappear little by little. Jimin let out a small smile and took a step near her, he held out his pinky.
Just as he was about to hook the two pinkies, Seungwan finally disappeared.
Jimin woke up and scared Luna making the horse stand back up. He looked around him, Seungwan nowhere to be found. It was all just a dream yet he look down and saw his pinky out.
Again he felt his heart getting ripped out but with a smile he hooked his pinky with his other one.
"Pinky promise"
A/N: my special present for you guys since I've received so much love ❤️❤️ TBH I'm more satisfied with this ending even though it's like another cliff hanger right? Lol. Either way I don't know if I'll do a sequel and if I do it might take awhile because I'd have to publish and complete the other BTS ships right? Or maybe I'll pull a scarlet heart 😂😂😂 jkjk . But who knows but hope you enjoy this chapter❤️❤️❤️ btw my new story is out . Please check it out if you have time 😂❤️❤️❤️ (shameless self promotions)
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