Jiminrella's Story

Dont Forget Me

"Do you have all your clothes packed?" Seungwan fixed his clothes for him making sure to fix the sleeves.

Jimin nodded not taking his eyes off of her. This is what he wants. This is what he wishes for, but this wasn't what he wants.

Yes, he wants to one day have Seungwan fix his clothes for him. He wants Seungwan to ask him questions only wives would to their husbands. He wants her to be his wife.

"Don't look at me like that.." she mumbles not looking up at him.

Yes she may seem strong to him right now but Seungwan was dying in the inside. She didn't want to look up at him, she didn't want to cry infront of him, no, she didn't want him to see how heartbroken she is...

But Jimin lifts her chin up with a finger. Their eyes meet and although Seungwan tried to smile, her tears decided to betray her and let out her emotions.

"If you don't want me to go...just say so" his thumb softly wipes away the tear that fell.

Seeing her like this hurt him just as much. He never wanted to let her shed a tear in his sight but here she was, crying her eyes out and because of him!

"I'll miss you more than anything..." she whimpers still looking up into his eyes.

He also nods, his eyes watering as he couldn't help but let his tears fall too. They were just united a few months ago and now he had to leave her again.

Only when Seungwan felt embarrassed did she look down and pull away from his hold. "They must be waiting for you...you should get going"

But Jimin shook his head, he cupped her face, "Not until you promise that you'll wait for me to come back...I know it sounds crazy...but I promise to return when I have enough power to protect you and protect us...so you have to promise me, no matter what that you'll wait for me and you'll love me even when I'm gone...promise?"

Seungwan was speechless. Her heart said yes but her brain was telling her to not answer...

When he noticed her hesitation, Jimin smashed his lips onto hers.

A kiss filled with desperation, wants and yearns. Even as he kissed her, even as she kissed him back, tears fell out of both of their eyes. Their heart clenched tightly even as their lips move in sync. Even as they kissed to show their love for one another, their hearts have never been more broken then now...

'I'll wait for you and I'll always love you Jimin even if dirt and grass has swallowed up my corpse. Even when we live in two different worlds...I'll always love you'

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A few hours after Jimin left.....

Seungwan sat in her room. Windows and doors shut completely not allowing any source of light to come through the smallest cracks.

Its only been a few hours since Jimin had left for the palace and yet Seungwan felt as though she hasn't seen him in 10 years.

"A bit over exaggerating now aren't we?" The window open letting the light come in only for a few seconds before it gets shut again.

It was light enough for her to see who the person was, "What are you doing here Mark?"

He couldn't lie, the way she said his name so emotionlessly, so dull....this wasn't and isn't his Seungwan.

"I came to check up on you of course...how are you doing?" He takes a seat right next to her on the bed. Naturally going under the blanket and wrapping his arms around her.

She stayed still not reacting at all.

But Mark questioned her again. He's worried about her. "Seungwan ah..."

Slowly she turns her body around so that she would face him. His eyes stare down right at her puffy red eyes and knew she had been crying nonstop ever since he left.

"Is this how you felt when I die in your arms that day? Did you really feel this much emptiness and pain?" Her voice cracked. And it made Mark hug her even tighter.

He rest his chin on the top of her head and hum in response. Just thinking about those days again, it made him sick. "I felt like dying...you were everywhere... I would wander the cave and end up at the same spot you died at. I'd eat and remember how I don't have you to eat with me anymore. And I couldn't even escape in my dreams, after dreaming about your death everytime I close my eyes, I didn't sleep because of fear..."

A tear fell and he quickly wipes it away embarrassed.

Pushing his pain away, Mark smile down towards Seungwan. She was still crying but much softer this time. "Stop crying, it hurts me too.." he wipes away her tears.

Mark's POV

Seungwan doesn't close her eyes right away. But I want her to fall asleep. I want her to run away to her dream world where she meets him...

"Should I sing you a lullaby?"

Like a baby, well she is my baby, she nods her head up and down repeatedly. "Which song?"

"Any"

I clear my throat and tighten my hold on her before singing. Surprisingly she smiles as I sing to her. Slowly you can hear her soft snores.

After finishing the song, I look down at Seungwan. She was knocked out cold and I couldn't help but admire her beauty.

I swipe away her bangs and softly rub my thumb across her cheek.

She snuggles in closer to me and even moves abit to get comfortable in my hold. Still beautiful as ever Son Seungwan....

Jimin's POV

"This is the palace" Princess Seulgi spread out her arms when we enter through the gates. Many more guards outside practicing with all sorts of weapons I've never heard of.

It was much bigger than master son's home and much more warm and welcoming...but there was no Seungwan.

I follow Princess Seulgi around the palace and she explains to me what each area was meant for but I don't remember hearing one thing and only nod my head every once in awhile.

What is Seungwan doing right now? Is she still crying? Has she stopped crying? Is Jeon Jungkook comforting her?!...

"Jimin?"

"Jimin ssi?"

"JIMIN!"

Princess Seulgi shouts at me and I turn to look at her again. She stares at me worriedly and grabs onto my arm.

"Are you feeling okay?"

I pull my arms out of her grasp, "No I'm not okay. But it doesn't matter if I'm okay or not"

Maybe my words gutted her because she suddenly frowns and tears well up in her eyes, "Look I know you're angry at my father and I but-"

"If you know that then you should do whatever it takes to help me get out of here as soon as possible" and before she could reply back, I walk away.

My bedroom is in the building down there and I remember that it's the last one....