Can't we go back ?

Chapter 7

Can we begin ?

" Yes !"

I picked her up and swung her around, I remember this feeling, it's the best feeling you can have in a relationship.
I placed her on her feet and looked at her, I leaned to kiss her, but she stopped by placing her index finger over my lips and whispered in my ear....
"Not now boo. "

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Okay let's skip a few months
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We continue our journey in my dorm couch...
I just got into college and found out it was the same as Estelar and we were cuddling on the couch watching an old horror movie, the type of movie you would see in the 80's.
That stupid story line, monster appears, people attacked, boy saves girl and girl loves him... big whoop, but I'm only watching this with her because when she's scared she holds my arm and I feel like a hero, never had this feeling for a long time...
she holds me around my waist, we lay across my couch and she lays her head on my chest, then a lovers scene comes on and she turns her head and rests her chin on my chest and looks at me...
"Are you gonna kiss me ?"
"Do you want me to ?"
"Well it's a love scene so you tell me..."
I give her a smile and falling for her charms I lean slowly in and she sat up and with me holding her face I started to kiss her slowly, she's laying in my lap and I'm holding her face and she slowly begins to grind on me...
I stop her...
"What's wrong baby ?"
"Please don't..."
"Why not ?"
"Because I want to have this relationship to last between us and I want to save the moment when we have sex it will be special between us..."
"But it will be !"
She starts to bite my neck...
"No Estelar you don't understand..."
She stops and sits there crossing her arms...
"Then make me understand..."
I kiss her on the cheek...
"One day... not now..."
She rolls her eyes...
"Fine..."

We continued to watch the movie until I heard a knock on my door, I got up and opened the door and was left to see it was Estelar's friends waiting and some are jumping up and down, they were screaming something at the top of their lungs, it was something about a stupid boy band that was obviously their favorite.
Estelar got up and explained it's just a concert and they got VIP tickets to go see it...
"Have fun baby..."
I kiss her on the cheek and I let her get her things...
She smacked me on the ass and bit my ear and whispered...
"Be ready when I come back..."
I smile, put my hands in my pockets and watch her walk out my dorm...

While I was cleaning the room my door flys open and my mates are running in screaming and swinging beer cases...
"LETS GET FUCKING WASTED !"
"Can you not !"
"FUCK YOU IM GETTING DRUNK !"
"You all ready drunk !"
I begin to laugh while the other boys walk in and start being lazy on the couch, and switch my console on and change to the channel wanted...
" guys come on let's just chill !"
That was David...
His studying art and music
"Nah nah nah we playing zombies till we pass out !"
That's Ace... he loved to play games , was studying some graphical sections in video games...
"I vote we go outside and kick the ball a bit !"
That's Theo, he is studying body science....
" you stupid ass we gonna stay here and get passed round 25 !"
Then there's Tristan, you already knew about him, we grew a lot closer over the months...
He broke up with Isabella after she told him on the 2 month anniversary....
How stupid can she be ?
(Not saying all woman are stupid)

"Okay how's this we stay up get passed our goal and then we go and get wasted and forever 16 ?" I offer the idea so I can get them out as soon as possible ...

Later that night the last thing I could remember was putting my wallet in my back pocket, doing my hair, grabbing my coat and phone and meeting the boys by my car...
The rest ?
Well let's just say we ended up being kicked out the clubs, from forever 16 to richest highway, that's almost all the clubs in the area !

I woke up with someone kissing me... it better not be Ace on his Fucking medication again...
But thank the lord it was Estelar !
I held her waist and kissed her back...
"Morning princess beauty !"
"Morning to you to baby ... what time is it ?"
" nearly 2 o clock in the fucking afternoon !"
"Shit !"
My head starts to go dizzy and rub my eyes trying to remember everything that happened the night before...
"What time did I come home ?"
" Around 6 in the morning..."
She jumps off me and onto the computer and starts typing something into YouTube...
" No fucking way ! Is that us ?!"
"You guys did crazy shit and people actually started to post it... here's you talking to the waitress..."
"You not mad ?"
" I know you straight Ryder, why would I be mad if you flirted with a MALE waiter !"
"But if he was male ?"
" you guys were in a gay club !"
" FUCK !"

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EARLIER THAT MORNIG
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"Who the fuck are you !"
I replied trying to keep myself from falling over ...
"I'm Ryder Fucking Welson and who the fuck are you ?!"
"I'm the owner of this bar and I'm asking you to leave.."
"FINE ! No need to shout !"

We left the bar and I got into the car but the bawler stopped me...
"Sir I think we aren't allowed to let drinkers driver when they drunk..."

After a blur I realize me and my mates are walking through the streets and Tristan is the only sober one there !
"How the fuck are you not fucked ?"
"Never drank..."
"WHAT ?!?"
Ace throws a glass to the floor...
"Enough Willy neiling"
He always did make up new words...
"Let's go home !"

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I take a head ache tablet and slowly gulp down some water and I feel it fade away...
"Why don't you relax.."
She pushes me till I lay all the way back on my bed...
"Why don't you relax and I'll make some dreams come true..."
She falls to her knees and starts to unzip my pants
"NOPE !"
I jump up zipping my pants and putting a top on...
only realizing she was biting me and leaving me love bites all over my chest !
"I said when the time is right we will have sex, and what the fuck ! Why were you biting me ?!?"
All she could do is shrug and laugh...
I began to laugh and I fell to my knees and held her face while I began to kiss her...