Melodies of Life

Chapter 20. Fallen

I was walking aimlessly in the rain. I don't even know for how long because I lost track of time the moment I step out of my apartment. The next thing I knew is that I'm standing in front of Adam's trailer. I don't know why and how, but I was there. The lights were out but still I decided to knock at the door. He doesn't answer. I knock again, harder. Still no answer. I continue to pound at it desperately, until I felt tears in my cheek. At first I thought it was water dripping from my hair down to my eyes, but it was too warm to be considered rainwater. I choke up as I try to fight my tears. I try to call his name out but I can't, all I can manage is a distressed whimper as I continue to bang at his door. Just as I was about to lose my will, the door opens and his sleepy face welcomes me. He rubs his eyes and squints for a while until he finally recognized me.

"Maedy! What are you doing here? Are you crying? What happened?" He asks, every word painted with worry.

I couldn't answer. I just look back at his eyes where my tear-stained face was reflected. I immediately lunge towards him which startles him.

"What's wrong? Tell me." His warm arms envelope me completely as he walks me inside.

Still, I couldn't answer. It was like a big ball was stuck in my throat. I bury my face in his chest as I continue to cry my heart out in his arms. He hushes me as he leads me to sit at the couch. All I can hear was my helpless wails echoing through the trailer. A few minutes more and I feel my tears subside. That's when I regain my composure and look at him. He looks at me with anxious eyes.

"Can I stay here?" My voice breaks as I ask.

He nods with a bright smile. "I'll get you a change of clothes."

He was about to stand up but I hold his hand to stop him. He looks at me with questioning eyes.

"Please..." My lips quiver before I could finish.

He sits down and looks me in the eyes, waiting for my next words.

"Help me. Please take the pain away." I plead.

He kisses my forehead gently before hugging me. "I'm no doctor." He laughs. "All I can do is sing. Would that take your pain away?"

I shake my head then look at him intently, my eyes conveying what I wanted him to do but he doesn't. So I kissed him. He kissed back gently, so careful that I had to pull his face closer to mine. I can feel his lips hesitating but it wasn't long until he kissed me the way I wanted him to. With our lips still locked, he lifts me from the couch and carries me bridal style to the bed.

"I won't hold back anymore." He whispers in my ear as he gently lays me down the bed.

He gave me a long and passionate kiss, before I felt his tongue slip over my lips. I opened them and welcome his playful tongue with mine. Our lip locking became so intense that nobody wanted to pull back, but we have to or else we'll be out of breath. He wasted no time and took his clothes off then mine. I felt embarrassed as his eyes roam all over my body. It was like I was some kind of specimen placed under a microscope.

"You're more beautiful than I have ever imagined. Screw all those nights that I've dreamed of you. None compares to tonight." He chuckles.

My cheeks turn red with all the flattery. He's really good at it.

My body tensed as I felt his lips crawl down the side of my neck. I close my eyes as I felt his hot breath seep through my bare skin. I gasp as both his lips and hand raced to reach my peaks. His lips reward the left with wet hungry kisses before finally sucking on its tip, while his hand carefully mold against the right. And that wasn't enough, his other hand began caressing my thigh. My gasps turn into a moan as he starts attacking my sweet spot. His fingers were skilled. He handled me so well like the way he strums his guitar. Just as I thought that it couldn't get any better, his lips joined his hand down my welling core. He was driving me crazy with every move he made. I pull his hair as his lips fully consumes my womanhood. I try to hold back every moan that escaped from my lips but the feeling was beyond words that I can't. Shortly, his fingers replaced his lips and I swear I saw a smirk form at the corner of his lips as he saw my reaction. Normally, that would irritate the hell out of me. But surprisingly this time, it turned me on. I reached for his face for a kiss. He began devouring my lips as his fingers went in and out my hole, slowly at first. Gradually, picking up on its pace I find myself wanting more. He withdraws his fingers and goes on top of me in one swift motion. Then he looks at me intently. I felt like punching him. There I was feeling pleasure then he stops, what's wrong with him?