Hard Love - George Smith / NHC { ON HOLD }

Flashbacks pt.2

This chapter talks about suicide. If that triggers you you can skip to the next chapter.

*Flashback*

It's been a few months since Allison's death. And I'm not going to lie it's been a hard few months. But my best friend Malia has really helped me through it all. I've had to help her with her social skills cause to be honest they suck! She had went missing when she was little and they found her 8 years later as a coyote! I know confusing!
I also made another friend Liam. He's a werewolf with anger issues. Yeah weird.
But most importantly I met a boy.... his name is Justin. He's one of the sweetest boys I know and he's really helped me out with all my problems.

But what I didn't know is that he would become one of my problems.

Right now me, Stiles, Scott, and Malia are all hanging out in Scott's living room. Justin was suppose be coming over but it has been a couple hours and I haven't heard from him yet.
Then I get a text,
"Rachelle, I'm so sorry I have to do this over text it's just been so hard these past couple weeks and I didn't want to tell you. You've been through so much I didn't want to make it worse. But I can't deal with the life I live anymore. My parents hate me, I've lost all my friends, and I'm scared I'll lose you too. Again I'm so sorry I had to do this.
-love, Justin."
What the hell is this? What is this suppose to mean?
"Rachelle?" "Rachelle, what's wrong?" I could barley hear Malia, Stiles, and Scott screaming at me as I kept reading the text over and over again. Stiles shook me back to reality and I realized what was happening.
Tears were streaming down my face as I jumped up. " We have to leave! We have to go to Justin's house right now!" I screamed. Scott just looked a me for a second confused but he knew something was wrong he could sense it.
"Rachelle, what's happening!?" Stiles screamed. "Stiles lets just get her to Justin's house now!" Scott said.
We all hopped in stiles jeep and flew to Justin's house.

When we got there, I ran inside since his parents were at work and the door was always left unlocked. I could hear Stiles, Malia, and Scott running behind me.
I barged through Justin's bedroom door and there he is sitting on the edge of his bed.
I was already crying and could barley breath because of running through the house.
Justin looked like he had been crying, his eyes were red and his hair was a mess.
He looked horrible yet I still seen the boy I had fell in love with. He looked at me with pain and sadness and that's when I noticed it.

The gun in his hand.

I take a small step closer to him and shake my head, "Justin, you don't have to do this."
"Yes, I do Rachelle it's the only answer. Everyone hates me."
"NO, Justin what are you talking about? No one hates you! Justin, you are one of the nicest and most caring boys I've ever met. No one could hate you! You saved me Justin! You can't do this to yourself!" He lifted the gun up to his head. I was shaking all over and couldn't move. "No, Rachelle I didn't save you! I just made your life worse. I wasted your time and I'm sorry for that. I just can't make you carry that burden anymore."
"No please don't do this! I LOVE YOU! Justin, I love you!" That's the first time one of us has ever said those three little words that mean so much.
" I love you too, Rachelle that's exactly why I have to do this...." And then he pulled the trigger.
He shot himself.
I screamed as the love of my life's blood splattered all over me. I fell the the ground as his body landed with a thud. Malia pulled me away from his body and ran me out the house as Stiles called his dad ( the sheriff ).

Malia took me home and Lydia met us there. They walked me up to my bathroom and started a shower. Malia helped wash all the blood off me while Lydia took my clothes to the trash can.
When I was finished with my shower, I got dressed in sweatpants and one of Justin's old t-shirts since he left so many at my house.
I walked into my bedroom and laid on the bed still in shock with what just happened.
The next morning I wake up, not realizing I fell asleep last night, I looked in the mirror to see my face red and my eyes swollen from crying most of the night. I went to the bathroom and took another shower just to wash all the pain away for a couple seconds.
After my shower I put on some shorts and another t-shirt of Justin's that I had.
As I walked down the stairs I heard the door sling open and a whole bunch of foot steps. I froze.
" Where is she?" It was Austin. Him and the boys have been in London working with a band that I'm in love with called The Vamps.
"I heard the shower going so she'll be down here soon." That was Stiles. They must have stayed here last night since my parents won't be home for a couple weeks. "What the hell happened?" Drew?. Did all the boys come to California? What are they doing here?
"We don't know. We ran in right behind her and ....." I blocked out the rest of the conversation as I snuck into the kitchen to get some Tylenol and water for the headache I feel coming.
When I heard they were done talking I walked into the living room.
"Rachelle!" Austin screamed. I jumped not expecting him to scream so loud.
"I'm sorry." "It's okay." I smiled lightly. A fake smile.
Then him and the boys ran up an hugged me I hadn't noticed almost all of us were crying. The boys were all close to Justin. They would always hangout when they were visiting from London. It was nice.
"What are you guys doing here?" I asked.
"Stiles called us and we got on a plane right away to come be with you." Austin has always been so protective of me.  He loved Justin and I being together.
But now Justin's gone.
* End of Flashback*

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A/N: I'm sorry if you guys don't like this whole flashback and it being teen wolf but it will make sense later on!❤️