c a n n o t b e

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there were times when
I wish to love again
someone new,
someone better,
someone heaven-sent

then the clouds started to open
and the trumpets hit the notes
i stared at the person in disbelief
inside a package made of gold

wrapped in rainbows
and glitters was he
and I, well, was covered in dirt
he came and sat down with me,
then did the deed: we flirt.

mind you,
I have thorns and I have claws
blessed hideously with perfect flaws
he was light, he shines bright
even the coldest heart, he thaws.

one day, I saw a bird
I told him that
I used to wish for its wings
then unexpectedly, definitely unbelievably,
he started tearing his.

I gaped in shock
and denied his offer
but the wings had been torn off
he winced in pain
but still he smiled,
"Just for your love," he coughed.

i stared at him with guilt inside
"what have i done?" i thought
he destroyed himself
literally
my dream, to me, he brought.

i paced backward, away from him
such foolish and silly of me
yes i wished for someone new to love
"but this?" I thought,
"can't be."

I ran away from the light, from him
back to the comfort of my home
the darkness seemed to love me more
albeit the thought that I'm alone

I know I sought for love
and he was love himself,
but he was an angel
too pure for my soul
for I am made from hell.

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