Dear boy best friend,
Sorry. Dont take this the wrong way but I was just irritated when you're thinking of giving up on someone you don't wanna lose. I'm a girl too, I know how she thinks. She may be pushing you away, but she just wants you to hold her and to never let her go. She still loves you, okay? and maybe she just wants you to make a move, to show her you're still interested.
I almost cried because you are fucking lucky. You still have her. Maybe not by commitment, but by heart.
You dont understand what it feels like to not be worthy enough for someone to fight for.
I'm sorry i vent it out on you, because well.. He didnt fight for me.
I envy your closure. The way you ended it.
Because we didnt even have the chance to say our own goodbyes.
So yeah, I'm sorry. Fight for her... That's all she wants.
That was all I ever wanted.
YOU ARE READING
Chained
PoetryI asked you if you love me. You widened the space between your thumb and your index finger, saying, "this much" And then I asked you if you love her. Your silence made me realize that both hands weren't long enough Completed.
