Monster of a Mate (On Hold)

●Chapter 13●

Ugh.

I can't sleep.

I twisted and turned all night and I just couldn't get to sleep.

I drank an ice cold glass of water and then sat down in the couch and turned on the television.

I couldn't get him out of my head and it haunted me over and over again.

What is with me?

Well the empty feeling subsided to a small cotton ball and is buried in a treasure chest 10 feet under in my heart.

The vacation just started and I wasn't sure what I would like to do.

I mean I could have a sleep over by Casper's but I wanted to do something.

More like go on a road trip.

Yeah that sounds more relaxing.

I love road trips. The memories are fun and great.

What am I even watching?

I looked to the tv and it started to show red carpet for billionaires in businesses.

The show name is Business Billionaires.

I know right, talk about being creative.

I sighed.

I wonder who's going to win this time.

There was this guy that looks like he was 28 and had blonde hair, blue eyes and a killer body and he was next to this slim, tall and gorgeous girl.

Ugh I wish I was like her.

To be honest, I have tried to lose weight but they are fads and gimmicks. And I hate exercising. Period.

The only farthest I would go in exercising is running away from my brother.

I have this thick body. My legs are not huge but I don't know what to call them either. I have no rolls on my tummy but it's not flat either. I can't wear any tight jeans because well let's just say they don't last for a week because of my butt. I can't wear any tight tops because of my boobs and my hair oh my god that's the only thing I love on my body but anything else. I feel really self conscious about. Especially around guys well guys I like that is.

Then this other dude with a girl that has similarities like the first one that I saw walked into the place.

The show kept on going with like 15 guys and I was getting sleepier by the minute.

The announcer then said, "Well you know folks, we always save the best for last."

Then I saw the person that was haunting my dreams at night and the hallucinations I get in the day.

He smiled into the camera as if he could see me and next to him was this brunette with her god awful perfect body, face and hair.

"Thank you Robert," he said.

"So how is the night going? Is this lovely woman your partner?" Robert asked.

He chuckled and the woman smiled, "You know Robert you always managed to crack me up and the night's still young but no this woman is not my partner."

What? So why is she next to you?

"She's my fiancé," he said.

And that's when I knew I didn't hear right.

Great! Now I'm having night hallucinations. On tv.

Robert said, "Fiancé? That's great. Well I wish you two all the best and I'm looking forward to the wedding," and winked.