It was night and I'm in bed thinking about everything.
From meeting Xavier's niece to him claiming some one else.
I mean I knew this won't end like a fairytale book but I at least it wanted to.
You know what, never mind. I mean I don't need him right?
I went out of my room and down the stairs to the refrigerator.
Sighing, I open it and looked for something to eat.
Ugh. What to eat? Hmm. I could have the ice cream but I want strawberries and blueberries but I'm really craving chocolate.
I took all. I'm going to put the berries in chocolate and then dip in the ice cream.
I know I know it sounds weird but trust me, you have to try it.
I started to eat it and walked my way to the living room and turned the tv on.
I put in Beauty and the Beast and it started.
This movie is just so damn relatable right now.
Well in the case that I'm Belle and he's the Beast.
Great. Now my freaking favorite movie is ruined because of him.
I should just stop watching it.
Belle you better get a hold of yourself. You can't let some guy get you to hate your movie. Come on you're better than that girl.
Think of it as this. He's helping you to get over him quicker. And I'm pretty sure you can honey. So stop moping around and get a grip on yourself and take control.
I watched it while falling asleep occasionally or more like through it.
I threw away the ice cream container and went to my room.
I jumped on my bed and got under the blankets and sighed.
Falling asleep was so much easier. That movie really helped and also the ice cream.
I woke up again in the middle of the night and I couldn't help but cry.
What is wrong with me?
Now I can't sleep properly.
Ugh.
I picked up my phone and read 3:00.
Great.
So much for getting a good night sleep.
I got up and went through the door that lead to the balcony that was like on the left when I exit my room.
I stood on the balcony as the bright moonlight just shone on me.
Then the wind out of nowhere ruffled pass me.
Sighing in content, I close my eyes and take in the passing wind and the cool night.
I want to sleep here.
Wait. What? Did I just say that?
I mean it would be nice to sleep out here but you never know what could happen to me. There's a lot of sickos out there.
But then again. I love the wind. I need this. Okay I'm going to get my sleeping bag or should I make a tent?
Yass that's a perfect idea. Make a tent out of my blankets and covers and sleep out here looking at the stars and the moon.
I went inside, to my room, switched on the light and opened my closet.
I grabbed like 5 covers and a flashlight.
Hmm. What am I missing?
Oh yeah. I have to get something to hold the covers up. When I used to do this as a little girl, my brother got me these short poles but where are they?
I checked my closet again and then it came to me. It's under my bed.
I walked over to my bed and rest the other stuff on it and then got under my bed and grabbed them.
I grabbed my phone and phone charger and the other stuff and left my bedroom and went out into the balcony.
I put the stuff down and went back into my bedroom and got the sleeping bag and my pillow and carried them outside.
Hmm. Anything else? Oh yes. How could I forget.
I went downstairs to the refrigerator.
Of course I need food. Duh.
I grabbed ice cream and berries to eat.
Maybe I should get nachos and cheese too.
And I grabbed that too.
I went upstairs and to the balcony.
I put the food inside on a table near the door.
Don't ask me why it's there. It's just there okay. I know everyone has that something inside their home that no one uses and it's just there occupying space for no reason. Well now the table has a reason.
I went outside and started to set up my tent.
After I had finished, I put the sleeping bag and the pillow under and then grabbed my food and sat down criss crossed eating.
I was watching the stars when my phone started to ring.
I answered it and it was my brother.
"Belle?! Where are you? Are you okay?" he said, panicking.
"Chill bro. I'm on the balcony," I said.
He ended the call.
And then I heard shuffles of feet then I saw my brother.
"I thought you were kidnapped or something. When I got up to go eat a late night snack and I saw your room door open, I peeked in and you were nowhere to be found," he said, hugging me under the tent.
"Don't you dare do that to me ever again. Do you hear me?" he said.
"Yeah sure. No promises," I said.
He glared.
"So out here huh?" he said, sitting down next to me.
"Yeah," I said. "The stars, the moon, the wind. Everything's just calming out here, don't ya think?"
"Yeah," he said, looking at the stars too.
"Well baby sis, I'm hungry. I'm going to get me something to eat," he said, getting up.
"I have ice cream and berries with nachos and cheese right here. Want some?" I said.
"Thanks but no. I'm craving a pb&j sandwich," he said, smiling.
He walked inside and shut the door.
Sighing, I continued eating my ice cream and looking at the stars.
The night sky was so beautiful. I love how the stars just added to the brightened sky. The moon was the sun in the night and it shone brightly. I just love this scenery.
I put the food down and laid down and looked at the moon all night.
Maybe I had fallen asleep but I couldn't remember when.
~Author Mistress_Elf
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