Poetry

behind every i love you

i miss you;
i never want you back into my life...
i love you;
i detest everything about you...
i want to text you;
i deleted your number...
i never want to see you;
i wake up with the image of your face so clearly...
i liked you;
i didn't like you...
i wanted you;
i wanted to run away from you...
i was exhilarated,
i was petrified...
i cared;
i never wanted too...
because you never loved me;
and i even knew...
that behind every I love you

there
was
an
i
hate
you.