Poetry

.....moving on slowly.....

I do not want to,
All I saw was you,
You are what I crave,
You are my drug.

Recently you haven't been you,
I have been pushing and working for us,
But you see,
This is tearing me apart,
Maybe you need space,
Maybe I'm overthinking,
Maybe
Just
Maybe.

I'm losing hope,
I'm getting tired,
We're getting older,
That fairy-take shit was always hard for me to believe in,
I do believe in us,
At least I did,
You see I need to sort out my priorities,
And you need to come clean.

You pulled me close,
You pushed me away,
How am I supposed to believe,
Damn it,
You got me on my knees,
But I refuse to beg,
I will not say please,
For I know my worth,
Why should I even have to ask if you're tired of me?

How do you get tired of someone,
Honestly I ask,
Because I'm so in love with you,
Everyday is a new day,
I know nine months is a long time, but certainly not long enough,
So the "mystery" of us is wearing thin,
But that's the thing,
If I'm really the love of your life like you've told me,
If you really love me,
You'll put in some damn effort,
Right now I'm the stitches holding us together,

But I'm slowly tearing them apart,

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