Cassiopeia's P.O.V
"Feeling better?" Tanong niya nang matapos akong umiyak.
"Let's get out of here" sabi ko na lang habang nakatingin sa kanyang mga mata.
Isang matamis na ngiti ang isinagot niya bago hawakan ang aking kamay.
"As you wish" he said then drag me to the parking lot of the academy.
Pinagbuksan pa niya ako ng pinto ng sasakyan niya and I actually find it sweet. Never did I thought that he has this kind of attitude when he likes someone and I'm very thankful about it kasi ako yung nagustuhan niya. Sayang nga lang dahil pansamantala lang ito but I'll make sure to make this day and the succeeding days be extra special before I leave.
"So, where do my Queen wants to go?" He asked na ikinangiti ko.
"Anywhere as long as I'm with you" I answered. Ngumiti lang siya and he started the engine.
Pinagmasdan ko lang ang paligid as we make our way out of the school. Marami-rami na rin ang naranasan ko dito sa lugar na ito. Napatingin muli ako sa statue ng lagpasan namin ito at nagpakawala ng isang malalim na buntong hininga.
"Hey, mind sharing what's in your mind" he said and let out a deep chuckle.
"I was thinking, what would have happen to me if I did not enter this world. Would I still be the same girl that I was during my first stay here? Or would I still experience the things that I never experience but experienced here. There are a lot of memories that I made in this world. Happy and sad memories but... It looks like all of this memories will be just a waste. I'm useless you know. If only you have known what I did I'm sure you'll be angry with me or wished that you should not meet me or like me..." Napatigil ako sa pagsasalita ng itigil niya ang sasakyan kaya napatingin ako sa kanya.
Lumabas siya ng sasakyan kaya naman napayuko ako. Napangiti ako ng mapakla. Great, just great. Way to go Cass.
I know that he is hurt sa sinabi ko. He maybe angry at me right now and that's a god thing... Right? Yeah... It's a good thing. Tutal aalis rin naman ako then might as well hurt them for further damage. If they hate me when I leave them then, they would feel less pain.
I wanted to cry again. I wanted to let all my feelings out. To punch someone, to hurt someone because in the first place, this is what I'm capable of. Hurting them physically and emotionally.
Napatigil ako sa pagiisip ng bumukas ang pinto kaya naman napatingin ako sa kanya. Hindi siya direktang nakatingin sa akin. His expressionless face is back again and I know this is my fault.
"Get out" he said coldly and I followed him.
Nang makalabas ako, sinarado niya ang pinto at tinalikutan ako. Pinagmasdan ko lang ang likod niya. He is breathing heavily and I know he is controlling himself. I wanted to take back what I said earlier but I'm out of words.
"Really Fia, waste" he said sarcastically. Tahimik lang ako. Unti unti siyang napalingon sa akin. And the first thing I notice is the emotion in his eyes.
Pain.
Bumuntong hininga siya at unti unting lumapit sa akin. Hinaplos niya ang mukha ko and damn... His touch is heavenly. I closed my eyes and feel his hands on my cheeks.
"Why would you say such a hurtful words Fia. I don't understand you. I don't know your past and everything but to tell you... I don't give a single damn on what you did all I care is now. I won't be mad at you even if had known your past because I never been mad at you. I'm thankful, very thankful that I met you. So please don't look down on yourself. You may have done something in the past that ruined your trust to yourself but please don't feel bad about yourself. I'll always be here for you to cheer you up. Damn..." Bumuntong hininga ulit siya at tumingin direkta sa mata ko.
"I never felt this way in my entire life. This is new to me. I'm afraid but i will risk everything for you"
Napangiti naman ako as tears started falling down my eyes again. Niyakap ko siya ng mahigpit and he did the same.
Why does it feels so good yet hurt so bad. I wanted this but why now... I would also risk everything for him even if it cause me my life.
"I'm still falling Fia. I'm falling so fucking hard but are you willing to fall for me. Are you at the end of this endless place waiting for me because if your asking me, I'm still waiting and hoping to be with you" He whispered. I let out a sob and hug him so hard.
Why is it so hard. Kala ko magiging okay ang lahat pagalis ko pero bakit masakit. Bakit ayaw kong umalis at manatili sa tabi niya.
Pero imbes na umiling ako sa sinabi niya, I nod my head as if telling him that I'm willing to fall for him because in the first place I have fallen real hard but so hard that it brought a huge impact to my exsistence. It brought pain all over me.
Humiwalay siya sa yakap and he cupped my face. He then lean closer to me until I felt him lips crushed against mine.
I closed my eyes letting all the tears fall and kissed him back.
Maybe I should enjoy this moment and let myself drown in this feeling.
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Matapos ang nangyari kanina we made our way to the wonderland and enjoyed ourselves.
Sumakay kami sa iba't ibang rides and to tell you it was amazing. Iba ang mga klase ng rides dito kumpara sa human world. Lahat kasi dito pinapagalaw ng mahika and I actually enjoyed myself.
We laughed, smiled, laughed again and many more because I know this will be the last one. This moment with him is one of a kind and I will treasure this till my last breath.
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