Chapter 1

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Jamie

Being best friends with BTS has its ups and downs. Of course they are like everything to me. I have been helping them for 2 years. I know most of them like me because I am a girl I mean usually straight guys like girls.  I get a lot of hate from the ARMY because they of course want them and they can't because as they claim that I am in the way. Lately all the hate has gotten to me. It kills. Depression isn't fun. I have been hiding it from the boys so they worry about their music instead of me. Right now I am on the couch writing some words down and figuring where they will be going next.

Jungkook has been really shy around me lately I mean he has always been shy around girls because he isn't the type to just go up to someone and be like I love you. He is always the one behind everyone when the fans come and ask for pictures. The boys have been really learning English. It's funny when they can't fully say a word. I have studied Korean so I can understand both. They are just napping right now. My legs across Jimins legs.  His head slowly falls on my stomach and he moves his head closer. I put my hand on his hair. Right now it's Pink and I love it. It's my favorite colour he has. I slowly play with his hair putting my book down. "Jay?" I hear Yoongi ask me. "Yah?" I ask him and turn my head to half asleep boy. "When do we have to leave to go and shoot a video again?" Yoongi asks and slowly sits up. A little Kookie sleeping on the floor. "In about a hour. I'll get everyone up soon. Did you get enough rest? Cause I believe you will be going for a long time. Not Today has a lot of running and stuff." I say and he rubs his eyes. He comes over and kisses my forehead. "I know." He says and then he walks into the room. "I'm gonna go change." He says and he walks out of sight. I smile. We all have been really close. I slowly move to wake Jimin up. "Jiminie time to get up." I say. He moves his head slowly into my chest. "Ugh." He says and then sits up. I fix his hair. "I'll wake up everyone else." I say and he nods.

He checks his phone while I get up and go over to Kookie.  "Kookie time to wake up." I say and ruffle his hair. He wakes up slowly. I go over to Tae.  "TaeTae time to get up sleepy head." I say and then go to RapMon to go and ruffle his hair. J-Hope next. He is always the hardest to wake up usually. I go over to J-Hope and lay myself on him he groans. "Come on Hopie time to get up." I say and kiss his cheek. He smiles and opens his eyes. "There we go." I say and then he hugs me tight.  "I have to wake Jin up." I laugh into his chest. "Okayu." He says and then he let's me up. I walk over to Jin. "Jinnie boy." I say and then shake him awake. He opens his eyes and smiles. "Hug." He groans and then I shake my head. "You have to get ready we leave in half and hour." I say and then I walk into the bathroom and fix my hair and my clothes. I go and grab a pair of tight jeans. Then a shirt. "Yoongi can I wear this?" I ask showing him the shirt. He turns around shirtless. His abs showing. "Yeah sure." He says and I smile. I go in and take my shirt off. "Jiminie what have I told you about touching my makeup.  I can do it for you. You do not touch it." I say walking out and put my shirt on slowly.  I throw my old shirt at him. "I had a spot." He says in defense. I smile and laugh. "I then fix my makeup doing the wing. I kind of feel lonely not having a girl with me but, I mean sometimes the boys act like girls so I guess I am fine. I put my hair up and walk out. I put my shoes on. I see Jimin hitting Jungkook and laughing. I look at him and then run to Jungkook and jump on his back. He grabs my legs and runs around. Then the Manager comes in. I stop everyone does.  "Everyone ready in 5 instead." He says. I hide my face in Kookies hair. I smile into his hair. I feel him move his hand to my lower leg to lower me. I smile and go and grab my phone and my notebook and my shoes. "Guys hurry the hell up!" I yell and I turn around. Jimin picks me up and throws me over his shoulder.  I laugh and they all head out. We head down to the tour bus so we can go to the place where we film. Jimin let's me down to get onto the bus. "Make sure your energy is up while you get there because I need you on your top game. Jungkook defently you. You have been slacking." The manager says. He stops and looks down. The manager leaves. "You have not been slacking. Some of the dancing is hard don't worry about it Kookie." I say and hug him from behind. I then start to tickle him. We all sit down. A dream for ARMY'S is to even touch them. Yet I get forehead kisses. Everything I see why they hate me. Because I get it all. Have the perfect life but, really deep down depression is eating me. Jimin beside me. Yoongi on the other side. I slowly slips my head down on Yoongi's should and close my eyes to ignore my pain I am feeling. I look one more time at Kookie who is smiling with Tae.

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