Just Friends?

Chapter 11

Jimin

(SMUT WARNING)

It's been weeks now and we have been working and Jamie has been doing a lot of school work and practicing  I have been helping her and keeping her calm. I have held her when she has cried. I calmed her down when she was angry. When she felt depressed I brought her spirits. I told her I will be her everything.  We haven't had sex but, we have talked about it.

We come home from a long day of dancing. Jamie very awake. Same with me. I walk in and Jamie does as well. I close the door and lock it. I then kiss her. "I'm gonna have a shower." I say and she nods. I kiss her neck and she goes to her bed and takes her shirt off and pants.  I smile and I go into the shower.  I sing and I hear Jamie laugh.  "Going on Snap." Jamie says and closes the door. I just shake my head. I come out and Jamie smiles and kisses me. "I'm going to have one too." Jamie says and then walks I and closes the door. I nod my head and I put some boxers on. For a while she has a shower and she opens the door. She has tears on her face. Not water.  Because she is sniffling. "Baby." I say and stand up to go see her. "What are you thinking about?" I ask her and she puts her head on my shoulder  I rub her back. "Just thinking about these scars. They are ugly. I miss it though is that normal?" Jamie asks and shows me her arms. "Yeah it is. It was like a drug it's okay." I say to her and kiss her hands. "Jimin." She says. "Yeah baby?" I ask her. "I am scared." She says. "Of?" I ask and she moves the hair out of her eyes. "Of losing it." She says and I look at her. Shocked. "Wait baby. You mean." I say and she looks down. She nods. "Yeah I am scared but I want to do it." Jamie says. I look at her. "You sure?" I ask and she moves onto the bed more. "Okay umm." I say and scratch the back of my head. "Do you want to cause I get it if you don't want to... I get it Jimin." Jamie says and I shake my head. "I do I really do." I say and she nods. I then get up and grab a condom and then think what else do I need? This is all coming on me now. I put it beside the pillow. I look at Jamie and she is bouncing her leg. I kneel down in front of her. "I want to I am scared." Jamie says and then goes onto the bed.  I then look down. I am doing it. I then turn around and go on the bed with her. She sits up and I touch her face. "I love you baby." I say and then she looks at me and pulls the towel off. I look into her eyes and she puts it to the side she sits naked in the bed. I move my face to her. I kiss her lips and then down her neck. My hands go to her chest. She moans a little at the touch. I then move my hands to her lower waist. She moves to come on top of me. She slowly moves my waist so it is laying flat. She slowly removes my boxers. I feel it getting harder every minute. She closes her eyes. I hold her hand. "You okay?" I ask her making she is wanting to keep going. "Yeah." She says and I touch her face. She looks down and then back up. "I want to. So bad but my ex. He....." Jamie says. "Hey okay I am not going to talk you into doing this. I am not going to talk you out." I say and sit up.  I touch her face. Tears come to her eyes. "I will never ever treat you like he did. He was stupid to ever use you. He hurt you and I will never do that okay Jay I love you and I know you know this but, no way in hell I will force you into this." I say and she sighs. She pushes me down and then slowly moves her head down towards it. I hold her hand and I close my eyes. I feel her mouth on it and my feet clench. "Mhm." I moan out already. She moves her head slowly up and down. She stops and licks it for a while then goes back. My hand grips the bed tight. My other hand holds the hair out of her face. My head tilt back and my back arched  "My god." I groan out. She then stops and breathes heavy. She comes over to my face and then she starts to kiss me. I moan as she bites my lip. My hands go to her ass knowing we both will enjoy this. She breaks the kiss and I move to her neck. Then down and leave kisses on her boobs. My hand squeezes her ass tight. My lips move down to her stomach and then slowly to the hip bone. I push her back so her head is on the pillow and I kiss around and he legs and I bite my lip her hands in my hair holding it. I slowly go down and she breathes out. She let's go of my hair and goes to the blankets to get grip. She moans quietly not to wake up the boys. I lick suck whatever I can. I then move and kiss her stomach. My hand reaches down getting it ready. I put a finger in. "Mhm." She moans out and buckles her hips upward. I smile at the effect I have on her. I move my fingers in and out adding another one just to get ready.