Just Friends?

Chapter 7

Jimin

Jamie and me are laughing while we dance. After the song I show her that foot work. A couple times she doesn't want to and then I do it one step at a time. "I am not a dancer.  I am actress." Jamie say and then she grab my arm. While I move her feet. "Babe I can't." She say and I stand back up. "Give a line of your script." I say. She looks at me. "Give a line from your script." He says. "And mean it then. Show us what you have. The most emotional line or paragraph." I say and she looks at me. "Wh..." she starts to say. "Just show us." Jimin says and then let's go of my hand. They sit in front of me. "I..." Jamie starts to say. "Baby show us. We won't judge you. We can dance you can act." I say and she shakes her head and moves back.  "Number between 1 and 3." Jamie says. "3." Everyone says. She nods and then looks down. "I have to get into the thought of it one second." Jamie says and turns around she runs to the end of the room and keeps her head facing the wall. She relaxes her shoulders. "Okay." She says and then turns around walking in. With her hands in her pocket. "How could you do this to me! You stupid! You made me believe in love! Love is something you don't just find and take for granted. I thought I was in love with you...." Jamie starts then she breathes out looking up harsh. Her eyes fill with tears.  "You go off and find a new girl. While calming you have someone! You are just like my dad. Leaving me behind! Hurting me! Slapping me!" Jamie yells. She turns her face.  She walks closer to the 'object' I start to tear up looking at her. She holds her face. "I thought you loved me! I can't believe you! I hate you! Don't touch me! Don't come near me! I hate you! You know what I am like my depression my anxiety and guess what! You just make things worse. I lost it with you. 1 year right now and now you just leave me! Fuck you! I hate you!" Jamie yells. She then falls to the floor and then she holds her head down. Crying and breathing hard. She then crosses her legs. Then looks at us. "Umm... t..that's it." Jamie says and we all don't know what to do.  "Jay." Hopi says. "Didn't you write half of it?" Jungkook asks. "Yeah. I wrote this." Jamie says. "It's not all true about me." Jamie says wiping her eyes. I get up and go to her. "Baby." I say and hug her. She holds me. "Jamie you are amazing." Jin says. "I don't dance." Jamie says and then I wipe the tears. "Everyone we have to dance now." The director says. "Okay." I say and then touch her face. "We will talk later okay?" I ask her and she nods. I help her up. I want to hear more and more. I walk with her to her seat. "I am gonna practice some more." Jamie says and then hugs me. "I'll be watching though." Jamie says. I take her face and kiss her lips. For a bit we stay like this. "Alright I'll see you in a bit." I say and then then run over. Smiling and the music starts. We have to do this more than once. Maybe 5 times. 2 times later we get to have some water. "I hate you. I don't know why I even trusted you." I hear Jamie say. She wipes her face and then turns around when she doesn't hear any music. She sees me coming and smiles.  "I can't get this one part emotional enough." Jamie says.  "But you look fucking hot." Jamie says and kisses my lips. She takes a towel and taps the sweat away. She brings me a seat. "My sweaty boy." Jamie says and then kisses my lips. The makeup artists come and then we have to take a break from spring day and we are going to be doing Blood Swear and Tears. "Mhhm I love that dance." Jamie says. "I mean is it cause of what we have to do?" I ask standing up. She wipes my face again and the girl kind of pushes Jamie out of the way to add pink to his lips. "He doesn't need much." Jamie says and the girl turns around and she glares at her. "Thanks I know how to do my job." The girl says and she walks away. "Don't listen to her Babe." I say to her and she nods . "I know I am not gonna." Jamie says and then kisses me again. "Let's go." The director says. I kiss her one last time and run towards the boys.  "You are falling too fast." Yoongi says. "It will be like her play Jimin." Jin says. "I am not falling too hard. I am falling for her." I say and then the song starts to play. We get in position. I dance and think of what the boys day. I am not falling to hard. I have known her for so long. It's not going to hard not yet. I know when the song ends. They tell us to have lunch and take a break. I run to Jamie again.  I pick her up even with my sweat she laughs and I go to the ground and breathe hard. Jamie smiles and then we lay there for a bit the boys come and lay on me as a joke. "Guys." I say and then they keep coming. I laugh and all fall off. Jungkook falls on Jamie.  He looks into her eyes and blushes. "Kookie." She says and laughs.  She ruffles his hair and he gets off fast. "Sorry." He says and helps her up.  I kind of get this jealous feeling in my stomach. I can't hate him. He is my best friend.