Just Friends?

Chapter 23

Jungkook

As we cuddle and fall asleep to the sounds of our breath in the air. The heat of Jamie's touch against my skin makes my stomach fluster. The sound of her laugh makes my smile grow bigger. The sound of her singing little songs makes my ears fall in love.

We wake up to the boys singing their hearts out. Jamie groans and then turns to me. "Another day at the office." I say and she smiles. "I should record you for whatever you do." Jamie says. I smile and nod. I take my hand and run it through my hair. I roll out of bed remembering what I was currently wearing to bed last night. Boxers.

I then grab some clothes from the room. The boys pick at me. Jimin being quiet. Then when I am about to leave. Jimin speaks up. "Wow didn't know she moves that fast  what she suck your dick already didn't know you were that low Jeon." Jimin says and that's when I lose it. I push him up against the wall without a chance of him to let go. "I am sick and tired of you! You saying rude things about Jamie. About someone you had with you and you let that slip. She is the sweetest thing ever and I can't believe you let that slip. I am so glad because now I have her. If you say anything to her or online or meetings. I will fucking kick you ass got it?" I ask and he smiles then nods. I get pulled back and then I walk into the room I slam the door super hard. Jamie comes over to me. "What happened? He didn't hurt you right?" Jamie asks putting her hand on my face. "No he didn't.  I made him know what was on my mind." I say and she hugs me. "As long as he didn't hurt you I am okay." She says. Holding me tight.  I pick her up and spin her around. She giggles and I set her down on the bed and I grab my clothes and put them on.

She takes her phone and when I have my pants on she turns the camera towards me. "Say Hi Kookie." Jamie says. I smile and wave. I throw my shirt on and to closer to her. "Is this the vlog thing your talking about?" I ask her and she nods. "Yeah." Jamie says excited. "Well vlog and Jamie we have to get going." I say and she smiled she turns the camera towards her. "He is being no funu." Jamie says making fun of how we used to talk. I nudge her a little.  She then brings over the camera too her I just laugh a little and she puts some shoes on. "I wanna wear them." She says while the camera is turned off. "What these?" I ask showing her my timberlands. "Yeahhhhhhhhh." She wines I smile and then let her. "Yeahhhhhhhhh thank you." She says and kisses my lips.  She puts them on and I grab my other pair for now. I grab a small jacket and hand her one. And she turns the camera back on. "Guys I am wearing such cute shoes." She says and points them down. 'They are timberlands not shoes." I say to correct her. "Guys say hi." She says and points it to everyone.

Jimin already on the bus. Everyone waves and then Jamie chats with them all some in Korean some just normal English. We get on the bus and Jamie turns off the camera and she pushes Tae. He laughs and pushes her back.  She takes off her coat and the boys stare. She looks down to see her arms bleeding. I rush over to her and she runs to the bathroom.  I follow her.

"Jamie what is going on?" Yoongi asks. "Nothing I'm okay." Jamie says and then Jimin walks by and he walks out. "Well I mean I don't know how long she is gonna keep this secret for but, she is depressed. She self harms for who knows what. She enjoys it." Jimin says. I finish cleaning her arms up and then she covers them with my coat for now. "I am so sick and tired of you Jimin. Why are you being such a dick! Sure you broke her heart. You did it! I am tired of it! Just grow up! She is mine now!" I yell at him. He just shakes his head. "She broke my heart too." He says. "I didn't break your heart. You broke mine and my face." Jamie looks at him with anger. I go to her side.  "You know why I am like them because I thought it was love. Not just fuck me and leave kind of deal." Jimin says. "She did love you and you broke her heart and punched her!" I yell at him. Jamie steps in front of me. "Jimin you hit me. You know how I am used to that. I was abused back then. I didn't just cut for no damn reason! I am sorry I moved on so quick. Maybe it's time for you to move on too." She says he comes closer to her. I step in front of her. "Don't come near her." I say and then she steps back. "Superman to the rescue. Sorry I couldn't be that." Jimin says and walks into the back. Jamie looks down the boys look at Jamie.  "I'm sorry I didn't tell you guys sooner. I thought it didn't matter. I wanted you guys to work on your music and not focus on my pain." Jamie says. They all look at her. "Jamie we care so much about you. Life is tough but, we are always here to listen okay?" Tae says. "Yeah always." Jin says and they all agree. She smiles a little. "Yes I self harm.  I am okay they just ripped open." Jamie says and holds her arm. With that we sit on the bus and talk. Jamie close to me with her head on my shoulder.