Just Friends?

Chapter 21

Jungkook

Jamie on my stomach as we laugh and play with each other. We ended up with a tickling fight. "I have go dance tomorrow for more shots for Spring Day and shit." I groan. "Fuck shit I forgot I have to go visit my real school and hand in my play." Jamie says. "We can't be together." She says with a sad face.  "Don't worry when we get home we can cuddle." I say she pouts then I lean up to kiss her. "I hate not feeling safe enough to go out. What if everyone sees my photos." Jamie says and then leans up and groans. "You will have security. You don't have to do a full day right you have to hand things in?" I ask and she nods. "We can text though." Jamie says I lean over to grab my phone. I then click on Jamie's name. I change it to beautiful baby girl with hearts.  She goes to her phone and changes her name. She then texts me.

I see you Kookie, wanting to kiss you.

I smile and look at her. I put my phone to the side and then she leans down and kisses me hard. My hands touch her back. I keep kissing her. New to all the movement.  I groan into the kiss. She smiles and for a while we kiss and makeout and then she moves to my shoulder blades and kisses it. The shirt I decided to put on after is already off.  She kisses it and then bites it a little. I never had these before. She then moves to my neck and kisses me lightly.  I groan at the new feeling.

She moves her hand to my face and moves it so she can kiss my jaw not leaving marks for the Spring day. I moan out and move her body on mine.  She stops. She yawns. I then go to her neck not caring. I never done this before. "It's okay try it." Jamie says. "I don't care if it's wrong I get it." Jamie says and then I move her hair out of the way and kiss her neck. I do what she did. I kiss the skin, bite the skin. She moans a little. Her hands in my hair. I then move to a new spot. Jamie groans. I know I am doing something right. 

We slowly fall asleep I'm each others arms. Jamie on my chest and her body sprawled over me. I keep my eyes closed. Falling next to someone I am madly in love with.

The alarm goes off and she groans and rolls over. She puts a pillow over her head and I hit the alarm. "Come on time to get up for school." I say and stretch yawning too. She then rolls to look at me.  I smile at her eyes half closed. If I get to wake up to this for the rest of my life I am very happy    to be alive.  "Goodmorning handsome." She says and then looks at my shoulders.  She smiles and then kisses my cheek. "Good morning beautiful." I say and kiss her lips lightly.  We get up and get ready for a big day. I have to dance she has to go to school. Security is with her all times. I get dressed what I was before. Then Jamie gets dressed in some clothes shorts and a t shirt because she is hot. She wants to wear a hat so I give her mine to wear. She looks in the mirror and groans. "I can't wear this." She says and turns around. "You look great." I say and hug her behind. "I mean these though." She says and points to her arms and legs. "No one will care. Remember if you have a bad time message me and I can call you or FaceTime when I can okay?" I ask her and she nods.

We make our way down. The boys go to the bus. I then look at her. "Have a good day okay?" I ask her and she smiles and hugs me. "Have fun dancing baby." She calls me I smile and then she pecks my lips and then one more hug and she is off.

One time over and I check my phone to see a message from Jamie.

Hi just letting you know my day didn't go well. Can we like chat later?

I sigh seeing this the boys come over. "How is Jamie?" Tae asks and I just sigh. "She didn't have a very good day." I say and then they all nod and walk away. I message her back.

Of course we can if you want I can call you or something? Or like chat it out later with cuddles and kisses. Xoxo

I put my phone down and we practice for a few more hours.  Later when I know I get to see her. I run on the bus being dead tired. I thump my foot making contact with the floor. Then the bus stops and I look for her. She is probably in the room. I run up the stairs. Looking all over the place for her. I go through the door and I see her sitting on the floor with her phone in her hand and a blade. I lock the door. "Something is wrong with me. I get all this hate for what?" Jamie whimpers out.  I take the blade from her and throw it down the toilet. I then run to her side. Cuddling her close. I rock her back and forth trying to get her to breathe. I keep kissing her hands. "Baby listen to me. Hate is just a shit thing. They will hate because your beautiful, talented, funny, mine. The ARMY will go off. Just don't listen. Hold me. Love me. Baby I am here for you." I say and hold her tight. I rock her back and forth as she cries into my chest. No one like her deserves to feel pain and hate and most of all sadness.