Just Friends?

Chapter 38

Jungkook

For weeks Jamie seems she had gotten better. Jasmine is in school and we are having a good time making sure everything is okay for our ARMY. I love my job I love my life. I love Jamie. We have been together for about 2 months now and I have never been happier in my life. Right now we are at the house Jamie in the shower and Jasmine and I are speaking Korean to each other. School has been decent for Jamie she is learning normal school ways. Not our ways. She has a fuient English teacher and Korean so she has to ask questions in Korean. But she gets taught in English.

"What's this mean?" She asks me handing me a picture of a sentence. I talk it and read the sentence. I then set it down next to her. "Well this is..." I say to her and she answers. "Make." She says. I nod and then do this until Jamie comes out looking nice as always. "Pack your bags Jasmine. Your lunch is ready in the fridge." Jamie says. She nods grabbing the extra work and her bag. She goes to the fridge and grabs her lunch. She then grabs her new phone Jamie bought her for doing so well in school so far. We walk out of the house. Jamie, and I get into a car with Jasmine. We take her to school everyday. Pick her up everyday as well. We get out.

"Remember." Jamie says and does a zipper close with her lips. "I know." She says. Jamie kisses her forehead and then breaks the hug. I kiss her hand. "Good luck today girl." I say and then she waves goodbye and we head off to the dancing studio.  Jamie will be watching like normal. We make our way to the studio. Jamie holds her stomach for a minute. "Your stomach again?" I ask her and she nods. "Maybe it's cause I didn't have time to eat breakfast." Jamie says and we get out holding hands. She walks slower so she can hold her stomach we walk into the place the boys stretching. Jamie sits down and then I kiss her lips. "I love you." I say and run off to the center with the boys. "Alright guys one more time for spring day and we can post it!" The manager says and then the music starts. 

We dance like we normally do. Then I see my beautiful girl walking over to me. She is just about to reach me when her body slowly is falling to the ground.... this is when my life changes.........

"Jamie." I say and just catch her her eyes closed shut. "Someone call someone!" I yell and then lean to the floor. Holding her head. "Please Jamie be okay. Please please." I cry and cry. We try and wake her. I hold her hands until the medics come. "step away sir." The one lady says. I am dragged away. Everyone freaking out. "I can't lose her!" I yell and then think about Jasmine as well. "I can't lose her!" I yell trying to make my way back to her. I have 3 guys holding me back. I need to be by her side. "I love her too much. I need her!" I yell then fall to the ground and have short breathes coming in and out. "Okay Kookie you need to breathe." Jimin says. I shake my head.  "I need her. Please let her be okay!" I yell and yell and cry and kick. I run to the car and they drive me to the hospital fast. Jimin beside me. Rubbing my back. I can't.  I can't handle this. The car stops and I get out and run after her. The people yelling.  Everything is going in slow motion. I follow her yelling her name. I have people running behind me. The door closes and I am left out here screaming and yelling.

"No let me in!"I yell falling to the ground.  I need her. Fuck my life. If she leave me. I can't handle it anymore. I will die to be with her but, how can I leave everyone else behind. I can't. My fans. The boys. Jasmine. I would need to be here for her. I can't leave her behind.

"Kookie come sit." Jin says and helps me up. I am limp. I sit on the chair crying the most I have. "Jasmine." I say and they nod. "We will pick her up.  Get her out of class." Yoongi says. He looks just as numb as I do. Hopi not speaking. The rest just nod and Rap monster and Jin leave. "Jimin can you go to?" I ask breathing slowly.  "Yeah for sure." He says and then he walks out slowly.  I sit there not able to feel anything. Is this normal? 

"I can't lose her guys." I say to the rest of them. "I know you can't.  She will fight." Yoongi says. Hopi being very quiet. Tae just as quiet. I see they all break into tears. They come over to me and sit next to me. "She is our best friend we can't lose her either." Hopi says. I nod and then lean on Yoongi. He isn't crying. He is just there numb. He is the one that never really cries. But he thinks too much. Like me. Although I do cry when someone I am in love is in the hospital. 

"We all need her to be there." Hopi finally says speaking. "We all need her to keep us in line." Tae says and I nod. "We need her to have smiles." Yoongi says. "We need her love." I say out and then cry a little more. "The best for us is to sleep until Jasmine comes to explain what is going on." Yoongi says. I nod and close my eyes.  I hate myself.  I hate everything that is going on why me? Why does this have to happen to me. We both were getting really happy and healthier. We were slowly falling more and more in love.