Just Friends?

Chapter 32

Jamie

2 days past and all I do is relax and have to get up early to go with them. I haven't been doing the best lately I miss my family so much. After that call the other day it hasn't been the same. Missing family is one of the worst things in the world. The family that birthed me and raised me then I just left hurts. I mean they support me with everything I do. My acting career. My sister wants to act too. I love it because she wants to be with me when we do a movie if we get that far.

"Come on Jay we have to go somewhere today.  They gave us the day off." Kookie says. I nod and follow him into tour bus. I sit next to him and look out the window. The window with images behind the glass that separates me from the world beyond this one world. The one world that everyone calls home.

"Blind fold." He says and I turn to Kookie. I turn my head. "Why? We are just going somewhere." I say and then lean back when he tires to put it on. "Just put it on. It's a suprise okay?" He asks and then looks at me after a few minutes I sigh and let him do it. For a while longer the bus comes to a stop and he helps me off the bus. We walk slowly to wherever we are going.

"Can I take it off yet?" I ask. "Nope not yet." He says and then leaves me alone. "Wait Kookie I can't see." I say and then the blind fold comes off and I rub my eyes. I see someone standing in front of me. A girl standing beside and a guy standing beside her. I stop breathing. "Mommy, daddy, Jazzy?" I ask and my mom nods. I run to her and clutch onto her. "You..." I say and break into tears. I let go of my mom. Hug my dad. "I missed you." I say and then step back. My sister standing there quietly. "Hi my little girl." I say and then hug her. She holds onto me tight.  "You haven't met BTS have you?" I ask her and she shakes her nervously. "Don't be nervous they have taken good care of me for years." I say. I go to RapMonster.

"This is RapMonster." I say he goes to her level and shakes her hand. "This is Jin." I say and they shake hands. "This is TaeTae we love to call him." I say they shake hands. "This is J-Hope. Something else." I say and they shake hands. I smile at her and move to the next person. "This is Jimin." I say and glare at him. He shakes her hand. She smiles back. "This is Yoongi or Suga. A little crazy." I say and he pushes me a little and then shakes hands. "Then this." I say and bring her to Kookie.  "This is my boyfriend Jungkook we love to call him Kookie." I say and he goes down to her on his knees and hugs her no hand shake.  He hugs her tight.  I go back to my parents.  "When did you." I say and look at Kookie.  "You knew?" I ask and he nods. Jasmine walks by me and to mom. I smile and hug them again.  "I missed this." I say and then introduce them to everyone even they know who they are. "And this is your boyfriend?" My mom asks me. I nod and take his hand. "I swear if you." My mom starts to say. I step in front of her.  "Mom I love him. He treats me right it's okay." I say to her and she nods. "I love her." Kookie says and holds my waist. "Well wanna head back to the kinda house?" I ask and they all nod. I hold Kookies hand and then grab Jasmine's hand. "How is school?" I ask her and she smiles. "Can we talk on the bus?" She asks kind of sad. "Yeah of course." I say and then head back to the end of the bus. "Sorry I just didn't want to speak in front of mom and dad." She says. I sit closer to her. "Jamie?" Kookie asks and comes back.  "Yeah baby I am here. Just talking with Jasmine." I say and he smiles. "Alright.  I love you." He says and kisses my forehead and walks out. I turn to her. "I am glad you have him." She says to me and I nod. "I mean yeah he has been good too me. Listens." I say and she looks down. "School isn't going like I want it too." She says. I look shocked at her. "Girly what's up? What's been going on?" I ask and hold her hand. "Just the roles being skinny, pretty, everything. Like its hard. Then having good grades and a social life. If I don't have a boyfriend then I get called a loner. I don't know I don't like it there anymore." She says. I touch her face. "Jamie what is depression?" She asks me. I never told her about my depression. "Well its when you feel really sad about everything and well I can talk from experience depression is a illness that takes your life over where you never feel good enough. I hate it." I say and she looks down. "I have depression Jamie. I know I should be the little happy girl like you want. I want to be the happy girl that makes my parents proud but,  I don't need to when mom and dad have you. Look at you. Know 2 languages. Going to actor school.  Having BTS as friends.  Having a boyfriend. A flipping model they have a good daughter.  Then there is me." Jasmine says. "Hey look at me. It doesn't matter what I do. They are so proud of you. Depression is hard and I can always ask them something that might make you happier. Moving in with us and then going to school here it might make things better." I say to her. "You would really do that?" She asks suprised. "Of course I would.  I want you to be happy. I love you. I'll ask them when they are not talking to the boys." I say and roll my eyes. She hugs me and I hold her head. My little sister being depressed kills me. Having all this on her and I never noticed and never saw her I feel so so bad. For not being there for her when I could have been.