tonys pov
i woke up at 6 am like usual and dragged myself out of bed to get ready for school. i didnt bother with my hair. i didnt bother with much anymore, i had left her with no word or nothing. i had to leave her so my mother wouldnt find her, i knew by now she would hate me and have already forgotten me. i knew i had done the right thing by deleting all traces of me from her life, i had deleted messages and my number off her phone even though i had got a new number i still had her number i knew it by heart. i had the photos we had taken and the little turtle pillow she got me one day. i knew i missed her but i couldnt do anything about it, i was in new york now and i couldnt leave. i wanted her to know i still loved her and i wanted her to know that i still care for her but i couldnt talk to her, she would hate me.i just wanted to see her one last time, i looked down at my wrists worried about her all over again, what if she had done something stupid? what if i would never see her again? i picked my phone up and dialed her number tears in my eyes "hello?" her voice was emotionless and husky. she sniffed "who the fuck is this!" she yelled down the phone "if your another cunt thats gonna fuck me off about tony then go to hell!" she choked out and hung up. she did hate me. i knew she would but im glad i knew she was still here, i stood up picking up my bag and headed off for school.
Dannys pov
i hug up my phone throwing it at the wall and burst into tears, i couldnt do this anymore i couldnt keep holding on to someone who obviously didnt care about me, i sat up in my messy bed and looked out the window, it was a good day out but i knew oin out there would be pushing it. i picked my clothes up and went to have a shower, i looked at myself in the mirror for the first time in a while and didnt recognise the person looking back at me. i had big bags under my eyes and my face was puffy and sunken in, i looked like a corpse i my skin was greyish white and my eyes werent as blue as usual but it didnt bother me, maybe i could die?
