Acoustic Memories

|| discovering the sun for the first time ||

fire burns and i am cold.

the first time i saw the sun it
shone in a million varying intensities and
i thought i would be blinded by it all
but it was warmth and it was happiness and
i flew too close to her because i wanted it all
and i burnt my heart.

i am not saying she is bad. without her,
my life was dark and gloomy and miserable.
she wanted to light me up and give me warmth
and now i think it's all my fault.

sometimes things are just not supposed to happen.

phoenix says she doesn't like the poem. this. is not. good.