Ruin S.M

Chapter 3

~3 days later

Shawn's Pov
So I want to tell Liv that I'm going on tour for 7 months.
The problem is that I don't know how to tell her.
She's been trough enough in her 16 years.

She'll be devastated,frustrated and sad at the same time.
I know she notices that I'm off when she talks to me.
My plan is singing a song to her and telling her that I'm going on tour.

Liv and I have known each other for about 5 years now.
She thrusts me and I trust her.
When she was 13 she use to cut her self but she stopped with 15.
No one knew exept Matt,Hayes and me.

She likes Matt so much they have a special connection.
I was always there for her in the hard times and in the good times.
When everyone went on vacation in the summer she'd always come to me and we'd talk and laugh.

Knowing that I will make her sad makes me sad.
I grabbed my phone and texted the boys for help.

Shawn:I need help
JackG: What's up
Johnson: ^
Hayes:Talk Shawn
Cameron: Is it about your little girlfriend Liv?
Taylor:It probably is.
Shawn:Yeah it's about her.
I don't want to tell her
Nash:You have to she's your bestie
Cater:The boy with blue eyes is right.
Johnson: Just make sure she won't do some shit you know how much you mean to her.
Matt:Johnson is right
Shawn: bye gtg

I placed my phone on my bed and walked downstairs.
I didn't go to school today because I didn't feel like looking at Liv and lying  to her.

Even though I'm living with her and Johnson in the same house I try to avoid her and it's not easy.
Sitting by the dining table I think about her.

I'm her everything and I know it.
I heard the door open it's probably
Liv coming from school.

Liv's Pov
So I'm trying so hard to blow Shawn off but It's almost impossible.
He has an huge part in my life and heart.
I approached the kitchen to see no one but Shawn.

"Hi" he greeted.
"Hey"
That's not how we're suppose to greet each other but he's been acting so weird lately.
My eyes are so focused on his face that I didn't realise that I was sitting already.

That's all we did stare at each other nothing else.
I was trying to read him and what he's  thinking about.
Impossible I can't why.
Angrily I grabbed my bag and ran to my room and shut the door.

Do you know that feeling when someone ignores you but you don't know if he's angry or what you've done?

That's how I feel right now because Shawn isn't the only one ignoring me at the time.
Every time I see the boys they look at me with pity and sympathy.
I layed down on my bed and took a nap so I could escape from the world.

*******
"Darling dinner is ready" my mom shaked my small innocent body so I would wake up.
"I'm awake"
I washed my face and walked downstairs.

Swiftly I took a sit by the dining table ready for food.
My eyes moved to Shawn who was looking at me.

Johnson's Pov  (aka her older brother)

It was strange looking at them that's what not only me but also my mom  thought.
Normally Shawn and Liv act like a couple when they eat but not today.

She's not touched her food yet.
I know he hasn't told her yet but my sister is too emotional to handle such things.
She hates it when people ignore her for no reason.

To stop the awkward silence my mom started talking.
"So how was school Liv?"
She stopped playing with her food and looked up.
"School was nice"

"And Shawn do you feel better?"
"Obviously" Liv mumbled.
"Yeah I'm fine"
"Mom I'm not hungry anymore" Liv started.
"You eat just a spoon of vegetables" mom complained.

"A spoon a day keeps the doctor away right?
I have to do my homework anyways"
She ran upstairs and I heard her door slam shut.

"Excuse me the food was amazing"
He walked into his room with an sad face.
I hate to see them fighting but what's my business