Ruin S.M

Chapter 9

Currently Manu and I were sitting on his bed and talking.
It's been two weeks since my fight with him and it still hurts.

My longest fight with him was 5 days and now we've reached 14 days without talking to each other which kills me so bad.
I've tried to party my worries away but still it's impossible.

Manu and Matthew are the only ones that understand me.
Unfortunately Matthew isn't around so here I am talking with Manu.
Johnson isn't around either.

He left me here with Sam and Gilinsky who helps me smoke my worries away for a little while.
"Are you hungry?" he asked snapping me out of my thoughts.

"Nah I'm fine thank you anyways" I answered.
"Are you sure you look like you've lost weight since the Shawn drama"
"I said I'm fine" I snapped.

He looked at me with worry in his eyes.
"Come here" he said opening his arm wide as possible.
I crawled to him and cried in his arms.
"It's ok I'm here for you he isn't worth it"

Flashback

"Olivia darling come here" a elder woman asked with a fake smile.
"Go away I want to see my mother" ten year old me screamed into my Hannah Montana pillow.

"She's in jail that's what she get's for killing your father" she screams losing her patience.
"She didn't kill him she could never do so. My mother is too nice to lay her hands on a fly yet alone to actually kill a man she really loved"

My head was on my pillow and thick tears were running down my face.

How dare this witch accuse my mother of killing my father a man she actually loved and adored.
M

y dad was my role model he was humble and so kind.

My mom is innocent yet they don't want to believe it.
I snapped back into reality as i felt two strong arms drawing me by my legs.
"Let go of me right now" I demanded but instead I got dragged into a van.
They tried to open my mouth but I didn't let them.

"Swallow this right now" the woman screamed at me.
No way I was going to swallow it.
I shooked my head showing her that I won't swallow it.
After arguing for a long time she forcefully showed the thing into my mouth and washed it down with water.

My eyes fluttered open as I heard someone whisper something.
I faced a group of girls looking at me.
"Hey I'm Debora and I'm the leader of this dorm" she said.
Ignoring her comment I introduced myself.

"My name Olivia.."
"Who cares well I don't guys stay away from her , her mother is a murderer.
Maybe it runs in the family so please you know that I love you all" she warned.

Ten years old me jumbed on the girl and dragged her hair.
"My mom is not a murderer you idiot" I screamed.
The other girls tried to pull me off her but it was impossible.
I was about to raise my arm and punch her as the old woman from yesterday carried me into a room.

"You're staying here all alone you idiot" she screamed.
I observed the room to see nothing but a desk and a chair.
I'm probably going to get no food.
Crying my body walked towards the chair to take a seat.

A year later I was still in a orphanage.
My mother was still in jail and Debora and the other girls made my life a living hell.
No one was nice to me except a young woman who worked here.
She always gave me more food than the others.
More love , more clothes and more company.

She reminded me of my mother fair and nice.
Loves charing because she really cares for others more than herself.
"Liv darling?" she called out.
"Yes sarah?" I asked.
"I have news for you" she exclaimed.
"People are here to adopt you" she said.

"But I don't want to leave you" I teared up.
"Hey you have to see it in a good way
No more bruises from Debora and her friends.
More clothes,food and people that love you" she smiled.
"Now go pack your things I have a gift for you" she smiled

I did as she said and walked to Debora and slapped her as a goodbye gift.
Quickly I ran to Sarah and she hugged me one last time.
"Here take this I know you love books" she smiled.
"Thank you" I replied smiling.

She walked me to a woman who had a son with her.
I could tell that the boy wasn't happy to see me.
He didn't have a welcoming smile as his mother I assume because he resembles her very much.

"Hey Olivia I'm your new mother"
"No your not" I said.
"Mom leave this shit here you have me isn't that enough for you?" the blond boy yelled which made me jump.
"Jack get into the car sorry dear he is going through the phase" she excused him.

I shrugged walking into her car and letting her drive me to her home.
On my way there I heard the blonde boy whose name is Jack mumble some bad things about me.

As we arrived at her house my mouth fell open.
Never have I ever seen such a beautiful house.
She showed me my room and the rest of the huge house.

After looking at the house for some time she sent me to bed.
I was about to fall asleep as I heard a knock on the door.
Jack walked in and looked at me with anger.

"I'm warning you if you don't leave here by tomorrow I'll be the one to make you leave" he whispered / yelled.
"I'm not leaving as much as I hate being here" I said pushing him out of my room.
No one tells me what I can and can't do.
Especially not this idiot named Jack.

A/N

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o I uploaded this chapter to celebrate the There's nothing holding me back music video.
I kinda cried but still I'm proud of Shawn.
From today on it's one of my favourite music video.
Comment your opinion on the music video and let me know how you felt