HAPPY ENDING (BXG)

Chapter 7

PJ POV







okay , so natapos na sina ABSTRACT/EPAL/KUTONG LUPA/LAMANG LUPA . bwahahaha XD im so mean . but who cares ? kumukulo dugo ko sakanya . walang basagan ng trip 

THIS IS IT . KAMI NA . ohyeahhhhh ! chineck ko bandmates ko if naka set na lahat . since nag tune pa sila ng mga kanya kanyang instruments habang ako naman ay tapos na mag tune .Nagpakilala muna ako

'GOOD EVENING EVERYONE . we are the SWEET LIES BAND . madz on drums' tapos nag taas ng drum stick si madz , 



'Alex on lead guitars' , sabay taas niya ng kamay ,

'Ella on bass'  nagtaas lang din siya ng kamay



and PJ on vocals/rythm at your service ' sabay smile ko sakanila

Naghiyawan yung mga siraulo naming mga kaibigan , dahil mga baliw sila halos sila na yung nag occupy ng buong space sa harap . kanya kanya labas ng video cam , cellphone , digi cam ang mga kumag .

Aminado ako kinakabahan ako , first time namin tong performance ever buti na lang supportive ang buong barkada at never kami pinabayaan during our practice before the battle .

Nagsenyas na ko sa kanila na magstart na , Actually first song namin song ko for myself , for my mom , for my dad .

I think we have an emergency
I think we have an emergency

If you thought I'd leave, then you were wrong
Cause I won't stop holding on

Di ako susuko mom ,
mom , im always here , bakit di mo Makita yun ?? wala na nga siya mom diba ?? iniwan niya tayo pinagpalit para sa ibang babae


So are you listening?

Nakikinig ka ba mom ?? ako kasi lagi nakikinig sa mga iyak mo . making ka naman sakin minsan mom . kahit minsan lang .


So are you watching me?

Nakikita mo ba ako ?? kami ? hah ? mom , nakikita mo ba ?? nahihirapan din kami . 

If you thought I'd leave, then you were wrong
Cause I won't stop holding on.

This is an emergency
So are you listening?

And I can't pretend that I don't see this

Ang hirap sabihin na ayos lang , na okay lang . di lang naman ikaw ang nasasaktan mom eh , kami rin . eh kaso wala eh . iniwan niya tayo . 

It's really not your fault
That no one cares to talk about it,
Talk about it


Bakit ba lagi mo sinisisi sarili mo mom , siya nagloko . binigay mo lahat pero di siya marunong makuntento . wala siyang kwentang asawa’t ama .


Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive
(When it deserved to be alive)
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserve to be alive, alive

Tama na mom , masakit Makitang nahihirapan ka . na nasasaktan ka . bakit mom ? bakit ?

So you give up every chance you get
Just to feel new again

I think we have an emergency
I think we have an emergency

And you do your best to show me love,
but you don't know what love is.


Di mo na kilala sarili mo mom , pinabayaan mo na lahat . kahit kaming mga anak mo . para lang tayong nasa iisang bahay pero yung love ?? wala na . wala na.


So are you listening?
So are you watching me?

Well I can't pretend that I don't see this

It's really not your fault
That no one cares to talk about it,
Talk about it

Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive
(When it deserved to be alive)
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserve to be alive, alive

These scars, they will not fade away.

No one cares to talk about it, talk about it

Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive
(When it deserved to be alive)
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserve to be alive, alive

feeling ko lahat sasaktan ako , lahat sila iiwan din ako . gaya ng tatay ko na walang kwenta . wala siyang kwenta . walaaaaa . nung iniwan niya kami di niya lang kami inalisan ng tatay , pati nanay ko nawala . 

Yes , andaming consequences nung nagbago ako , nagbago ang princess jane na kilala ng lahat . Niyakap ko na si PJ , si PJ na cool lang , yung walang pakialam , yung masaya lang. Galit sila lahat sakin , they always misjudged me .



Gossips about me ? they spread like a disease .  They love to talk behind my back , they love labeling me. But I don’t care , sanayan na lang din siguro .