MYSTIC MESSENGER: ONE SHOTS/IMAGINES

16. SAERAN ~ "Letter to Y/N"

Note: Y/N = Your Name

Hello! This was requested by @Admin_Jihyun
It was like fate or something that while she was requesting it I was already writing something about it
😂
Anyways, this would be Saeran's POV all throughout. ^^

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Dear Y/N,

How are you? It's been months since we last talked at the messenger.

I know that you were asking about my whereabouts these past few months. You've been curious why I don't talk to you or Saeyoung anymore.

You also probably wonder why I am writing you a letter instead of calling or sending a text message.

I just wanted to tell you something...

Something I have been cowardly hiding and the reason why I've been away for a while.

Before anything else, please be patient for I know you don't like reading such long messages especially that my penmanship is far worse than anyone could ever imagine.

Ready?

Let me start by telling you a story...

It was summer, how could I ever forget such a wonderful day when I finally set myself free from the pits of hell. I thought I would never break free. I was scared that I will be forever trapped in those darkest days.

I was so lost back then but someone from heaven sent an angel to help me break from the walls of despair.

It was a very special angel. She showed me nothing but goodness. Her warmth has melted my icy soul.

That day, she stood in silence as she watched the sea sparkle, while I was sitting on the salty sand staring at the clear blue sky. It was tranquility that I felt for the first time.

I still can remember vividly that moment from two years ago.

Today marks the second year of our friendship. Though, I must admit that I have fallen for this angel from above. Her smile so warm; her eyes so innocent; her soul so pure that even a man who has a dark past still managed to see the light.

No man wouldn't love such a girl.

Yes, no man ... that even my brother fell hard for her.

And the thing that hurts the most is that she has fallen for him too.

'How about me?' I asked myself.

'Am I not good enough?' I asked comparing myself to my brother whom she loves so much.

I have found her first, yet she has fallen for someone else.

This painful feeling in my chest... Whenever she looked at him with admiration.

This invisible knife that has been piercing my heart whenever she asked me about my brother's childhood instead of mine.

That cupid's arrow that inflicted so much pain in my heart instead of happiness whenever she asked me to buy surprise gifts for my brother.

It hurts so much.

I felt used by that angel. But seeing her smile makes my day complete without any reason at all.

I felt hurt but I still missed her.