Finally Finding Out (Completed) ✅

Twenty Five

As Steph drifted off in her room, she tried to make sense of the emotions swirling around in her head.Afer their talk earlier Jordan offered to take another bedroom until she felt comfortable did she truly still love Jordan? Did she just love the attention he gave her? Was it all just sexual, since she had been alone for so long? What was she afraid of?

She put on her favorite nightgown, a midnight blue satin chemise, and climbed into bed. She began to toss and turn. She even tried sleeping with her head at the foot of the bed, a trick that had worked in her youth. She sighed and got out of bed. She needed to talk to Jordan and get herself some peace and quiet. She walked up to his room. He had left his door open in case she needed anything.

Steph stood at the bed, watching him sleep. He wore only silk boxers, and her eyes were riveted on the smooth muscles of his chest. Her fingers ached to caress him. She sat at the edge of the bed. “Jordan,” she whispered. He wakened instantly.

“What? What is it? Are you okay sweetheart?” He sat up, rubbing his eyes. “Do you need something?”

She took his hand and stood, pulling him up with her. She slowly unpinned her hair. It fell in dark waves past her shoulders. She watched him swallow deeply. “I need you.”

His eyes traveled the length of her body. “Sweetheart…you don’t have to do this. After our talk earlier I can wait…”

“I don’t want to wait. I’ve been waiting for you to come back to me for a decade. But that’s not why I’m here. I came to you because I love you, Jordan Knight. I didn’t realize how much until tonight. Yes we have been intimate since you came back into my life but I want you to show me how to love you now not the boy you were then .I
wanna know how to love the man you are right now ”

He put his hands on her shoulders and slowly trailed his fingers down her arms. Goosebumps appeared all over her body. “I’ve waited to hear those words from you again for so long,” he said huskily. “I don’t know whether to attack you or take my time enjoying you.”

She grinned sheepishly. “I don’t care. We have all night.”

He wove one hand into her hair and wrapped the other arm around her waist. He pulled her to him and began giving her long, deep kisses. She moaned and felt her legs go to jelly. He kissed a path from her ear to the valley between her neck and shoulders. He gave her one last out.

“Are you sure? I don’t want to take advantage of you.”

She pulled back and looked him in the eye. “Do you want me, Jordan?”

“God, yes,” he groaned.

“Do you love me?”

“Absolutely With all my heart.”

“Then you’re not taking advantage of me.” She blushed a little. 
“Shh,” he whispered, running his hands over her body. He kissed her shoulders and neck, moving the thin straps of the nightgown aside, but not pulling them down. His hands found her breasts and gently stroked them. She felt as if all oxygen had left her body. He sat on the edge of the bed but left her standing in front of him. He began to suck and nibble on her breasts through the satin. She grabbed his head and shoulders to keep from falling over. His hands moved over her back and bottom, tracing down the back of her legs. He slowly pulled her thong off as he groaned and she kicked it aside.