I forced my eyes to open,
But no one is there to see.
I forced my mouth to speak,
Just to know no one will listen.
I forced my way out of this cave,
Just to see that the world is dangerous.
I forced myself to be brave,
Just to make me hide and more confuse.
I forced my feet to jump off the edge,
Just to bleed my head.
I forced my body to get off the bed,
Just to know that I'm better dead.
Now, I can't find my way back,
I'm totally confused and lost.
Don't know what face to act,
I am nothing and without a cost.
So, I forced my heart to love,
Didn't know that it's the best feeling to have,
Now, I see someone is there for me,
Feels like I'm imprisoned yet, I'm free.
