Four o'clock

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Congratulations!
You have rented free in my mind for a long time now.

4:12 in the morning,
I woke up with the feeling of longing,
For someone who never left my subconscious,
How long are you gonna linger?

4:13,and my heart is noisy,
Beating this early isn't a necessity,
I rolled from left to right,
I can't shake you off of my mind.

4:15 and I am scared,
Your laughter echoes in my head,
Enough to wake my senses up,
Why are you lingering in my mind?

4:26 and I made a decision,
I will push you out of my illusion,
But I've done it for a long time now,
Why are you so loving when eyes are closed?

4:30 and I pray,
Hoping that this is the last day,
For I have suffered longer than I should,
The moments that have could.

7:02 and I woke,
I still see the traces that you have left,
I was tethered to you, I guess
Please, cut off the rope that does not exist.

Congratulations!
You have won a part of me.

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