A Friendship Or More

Lovin' You

The next month seemed to fly buy, and at the same time, move slower then anything. I was so sick all the time I could bearly make it to work. Norman insisted that I quit and stay home, to rest. I hated the idea, and fought him on it. But, I eventually had put in my two weeks, I didn't mind it though.
Norman and I had talked about me being a stay at home mom. I really did love the idea of not having to go back to work after the baby was born. This was after all my first, and possibly my only child. I had always wanted a baby, and now I was getting that. I didn't feel the need to have any more. If it happend it happend, but for now this was amazing.
This mormimg, I was laying in bed watching Norman get dressed. The morning had started the same as usual. We got up insanely early. I got sick. we showered, sick again, and I laid back down. I smiled up at him. He smiled back, and come to lay beside me. Pulling me close in to him and we stayed like that for a little while. He kissed my head, and I started to cry, He smiled.
"I love you," he said.
"I love you too!" I said burring my head in his chest. Things hadn't been going well. In reality we were fine, but with my being sick all the time I felt like I was losing him. We weren't able to make love. Well I never felt well enough to. Norman never pushed it, but I missed him so much. I felt like if I didn't show him how much I loved him soon he'd leave me. I really hoped not, but it scared me.
"Wish I could stay home with you," he said, lowly. I pulled my head up to look at him.
"Quit your job," I said, joking. He smiled.
"We would be broke and homeless," he laughed.
"It be worth it," I said. He made a face, questioning me. "To be able to be with you every day, all day," I said with a smile. Norman smiled.
"No, you'd kill me," he laughed. I made a questioning face, this time. "I'd get on your nerves eventually," he said. I rolled my eyes.
"Your crazy," I said, kissing him. He pulled me close.
"I know," he said. I giggled. The nausea hit me again and I rolled away to run to the bathroom. Nothing came out of course, I was bearly able to keep anything down. I sighed as I got a drink of water and went to sit on the bed.
"You're going to the doctors today, right?" He asked. I nodded slowly.
"Yes," I said lowly. Norman wasn't able to get time to go to every appointment with me, but he had made it to the important ones. Like the First one.
"Good, I hate that you're sick all the time. It looks like you've lost weight," he said conserned. I looked up at him, with a smile.
"I love you," I said still smiling. He smiled, but made a confused face, pulling together his eyebrows.
"I love you too," he said coming over and kissing my head again. "Why?" He asked with a smile. I kinda giggled.
"I think you're one of only guys in the world worried because his girlfriend isn't gaining weight," I said smiling.  He shook his head.
"Your caring our baby, you need to gain weight. I hate seeing you so, sick. Your always so exhusted and can't do anything, because your not able to eat," he said pulling me close. "I want you to get better," he said. I smiled more, as I started falling asleep on his chest. He just had that power over me, make me relax. It would be nice to be able to go out and do things, instead of lay in bed and hope to not be sick.
"I have to go," Norman said lowly. I sighed, I was almost asleep. I sat up slowly.
"Fine," I said, falling him out to the door. We share a long slow kiss, and he smiled down at me when we parted.
"Lunch?" He asked. I nodded, I didn't care If I couldn't eat it I would go, just to be with him.
"Wouldn't miss it for the world," I smiled. He chuckled and came back to kiss me again. It was quick and then he was gone.
I sighed as I went threw the empty house. I needed to get ready to go to my appointment. I just felt so sick, it was almost impossible, but I made it to the bedroom and started looking threw my closet. I sighed not much actually fit me anymore. It was true, I had lost weight. I wasn't going to tell Norman, though. It would make him worry more. I decided on my outfit, and headed to the bathroom to do my hair and makeup.
An hour later, I was on my way out of the house. I got in my new car, Norman had insisted I get a brand new one, if I wanted to take the baby anywhere. I laughed, I knew it was just an excuse to buy me something new. Which he knew I hated.  I gave in though, because in truth I did need a new car, but I would have never been able to afford one this nice on my own.
The drive was long, and lonley. I missed Norman when I had to go by myself. I loved when he came with me, it was always, fun. We'd stop for breakfast, even though I couldn't eat much, if any. He'd hold my had, which I loved, things were just better with him as usual.
I finnaly made it to my doctors, and went in. I checked in and went to the bathroom. I had to leave a sample every time I went. I didn't take too long for me to be seen. As I sat on the table. The nurse commented on my weight. I told her I wanted to talk about that today. She agreed and then she left. A little while later the doctor came in. She smiled.
"I heard you're not gaining weight. This is definitely a problem," she said, he accent was thick, she was Asian of some kind. I nodded.
"I can't keep anything down. I can bearly keep water down," I sighed. She nodded.
"I will send you a script over to the pharmacy. One pill in the morning, with water. Take for two weeks, If this doesn't  work call me, and I will get you in, again," she said. I nodded. We listend to the baby's heart and she told me I needed to set up an appointment with the secretary for an ultrasound. Before she left, she asked if I had anymore questions. I told her no, and she said goodbye.
I went out and made my next two appointments, one for the ultrasound. The other for my anual monthly visit.  I got out to my car and texted Norman. Telling him everything went well and I was on my way after I went to the pharmacy. One quick stop at the pharmacy,  and I was off to see him.
I made it to the set, and ran in to few if the girls I had been working with, who wanted to know about the baby. I told them that other then being sick all the time, everything was suprisingly fine. I told them about the appointment, and how I had my first ultrasound set in place. They seemed very excited for me. After talking with them I went to Norman's trailer to wait for him. I had taken my medication as soon as I got it, and I was actually starting to feel better. I was very happy and suprised. I was still exhaled though as I laid down on the couch and fell asleep quickly.
I wasn't sure how long it had been when a small kiss to my lips woke me up. I smiled at my Prince Charming, as I looked up at Norman. He chuckled at me and kissed me again. I was instantly turned on, and to my surprise I still felt pretty good. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him closer. He grunted in response, as our kiss heated up. He pulled me up on to his lap, and his hands rested on my hips, but only for a second, as he slid them up my stomach and my shirt fallowed. I giggled as we parted and I looked at him.
"You feeling better?" He asked lowly and gruffly. I giggled as I leaned down to his neck and started kissing at it. I earned a growle as he pushed my hip down on to his hardness. I tried to stay focused as I nipped and sucked playfully at his neck. Norman growled again.
"We got to be quick," his voice husky, in my ear. I nodded as I looked up at him. It wasn't what I wanted. I missed him loving me for hours, but I craved him at this moment and I was willingly to go with quick just to have him.
I was rid of my shirt and then my jeans, I smiled at him as I pushed his shirt up, I wanted to take my time kissing evey inch of his gorgeous body, but I knew there wasn't time. As I  worked at his belt, when he was free, he lined up with me and pushed in to me. I almost forgot how to be quite, it had been so long. Norman was quick to kiss me though and keep me quite, as he worked my body with his hands. It didn't take long for us to finish. It had definitely been to long for both of us. As we rode out our finish, and I couldn't help, but tangle my fingers in his hair and deepen out kiss. I wanted him to know how much I had missed him.
When we parted, Norman smiled at me, as I got off of him and found my clothes. I looked over at him, to see he was dressed again, and I went to kiss him. He pulled me closer, as we kissed deeply. When we parted for air, he rested his head on mine.
"God, I've missed you," he said lowly. I smiled kissing him quickly.
"Thank god, I thought it was just me," I giggled. Norman shook his head with a smile.
"Baby girl, believe me, you are one of a kind, and my everything," he said. I kissed him. That ment so much, I couldn't keep the tears back.
"You are so amazing," I choked out. Norman smiled, and hugged me tight. I squeezed him as hard as I could. I wanted him to know just how much I loved him. He only smiled at me and kissed my head as we headed out to his jeep. I watched him out of corner of my eye the whole walk there. I could tell there was something on his mind. We got in and he started driving.
"You ok?" I asked, he smiled and kissed my hand.
"Yep," he said looking straight ahead. I made a face. I was exspecting something more out of him. We hadn't made love in almost a month. I shook my head, pushing the thought away.
"Alright," I agreed. I was quite the rest of the ride, so was Norman. I sighed, lowly, wondering what was going on. He wasn't saying anything. I peeked over to him. He was rubbing his chin. He only did thay when he was thinking. I looked ahead at the road. Norman was a stubborn man, if he didn't want me to know something I would never know.
We made it to the restaurant, and Norman stopped to smoke. He hadn't been smoking around me much, becuase of the baby. I waited beside the Jeep.  Finnaly he looked like he has just remembered I was with him, as he waked back over to me.
"Everything went well?" He asked. I nodded.
"Yeah, I got some medicine to help with the nausea.  It's definitely working," I smiled. He nodded, listening. I bit at my lip. "I really want some fruit," I finnaly said, to fill the silance. Norman nodded again stepping on his cigarette and grabbing my hand. We went inside and were seated. We ordered our drinks and looked over our menus.
"They have fruit under appetizers," Norman said. I nodded. I looked threw the rest of the menu and was really craving a burger. The waitress came back with our drinks and asked if we were ready to oder. Norman ordered his meal then I ordered the fruit and a cheese burger. Norman smiled when he heard I what I want. The waitress, told us it be out soon. I looked at Norman and took a drink of my water.
"I'm glad your eating," Norman said. I smiled.
"I had the weirdest craving for that burger once I saw it," I smiled. He laughed.
"That's a good burger," he smiled, as he grabbed my hand. I smiled. I just loved being with him. I wanted to kiss him, but I knew better. He smiled, as though he could read my mind, and leaned in and gave me a kiss. I blushed as we parted.
"Norman," I giggled. He smiled, bigger.
"I know, I usually don't do stuff like that, but god. Your amazing, and beautiful, and I want the world to know your mine," he said. I smiled bigger, fighting back tears.
"Aww, baby," was all I could say, as a few tears slipped out of my eyes. Norman wiped my cheek.
"It's true," he said, as he squeezed my hand. I just smiled at him.
"I love you so much," I said. Not sure how to counter that. He smiled, at me.
"You do know what this means, right?" he asked. I smiled, waiting. "One day I'm going to be old and your still going to be young," he sighed. My face fell, what?
"Nope, pretty sure I'm going to get old too," I said. He just made a face at me. I looked at him, confused. "What's wrong?" I asked. Norman shrugged.
"I was just wondering if we thought this threw," he said. I just looked at him heart broken. 'Thought this threw..' What the baby? I wanted to cry.  He sighed. "Not like that. I mean. You know I'm going to be old soon?" He said with a small smile. I rolled my eyes at him. 
"You let me know when that happens, Reedus," I said annoyed. I hated when he did this. He age didn't bother me if it did I wouldn't be with him. He smiled at me. I looked at him suspicious.
"It really doesn't matter to you does it?" he asked. I shook my head. I was about to say something, when the waitress showed up with our food. We thanked her and I started eating my fruit. Norman smiled at me. "Glad to see your eating," he said, as he took a bite of his food. I smiled.
"So, it's not your birthday, what's up with all the talk of being old?" I asked. He shook his head.
"Just double checking this is what you want," he kinda smiled. I smiled at him.
"I'm positive," I said, taking another bite of my fruit. Norman smiled and nodded as he ate his food.
"Good," he said lowly. I shook my head at him, with a smile. After lunch we headed back to the set, and I stopped to talk to Andy and a few other cast members. They were all excited to hear about the vist at the doctors, and that I was finally feeling better. I fallowed Norman to his trailor where we said our goodbyes and I headed home.
Once I got home, I decied to change. I was still tired, that was normal of course, and I decided a small nap wouldn't hurt. It wasn't like Norman would be home anytime soon. I changed and washed my face and went to lay down. I found EITD was already in the bed and I pulled him close, as he started to purr and we fell asleep. 
I didn't know how long I had been asleep. when I heard my phone go off. I sighed as I reached for it. It was a text from Norman telling me he would be late, and he was sorry. I sighed as I got up and looked at the clock. It was seven thirty. I had slept longer then I ment to. I looked down at EITD. He stretched and yawned. Then got up, meowing at me to fallow. I giggled, as I got our of bed and went to feed him.
We made it to the kitchen and I fed EITD. I found a drink myself and looked thew the refrigerator to see what we had for food. I sighed again, wondering if I should wait for Norman. I shot him a text. As I decied to get a snak. I settled on a banana, as I stood at the counter and ate it my phone went off. It was Norman.
'I'll get  something, you make sure to eat,' he said. I sighed,
"looks like it's just me and you," I said looking down at EITD. He didn't even bother to look up from his food. I sent Norman back and alright, and started looking again. I found pizza from a few nights ago, and figured it would do. I hated when he had to work late. I hated eating alone. In any other case I wouldn't bother, but because I was pregnant and hadn't gained any weight I decided I better.
I heated up the pizza and went to watch tv. I looked threw the guide. I found "Say Yes to the Dress," it was a show about people going to get there bridal gowns. I just loved looking at all the beautiful dresses. I never wanted to actually get married. I mean it was a nice thought. But I didn't see Norman being the type.
That was fine with me, I loved just being with him. Besides there would be so much red tape, to go threw. A prenupt, and all, I didn't see the point. I was happy the way things were. If either one of us decided to go, we just went. Nothing to it, I hoped it never happened, but it was easier this way.
I looked up at the clock and it was after midnight. I sighed, and figures I'd go take a bath, maybe Norman would be home when I got out. I went to the bedroom and checked it for EITD he wasn't anywhere in sighed, in either the bedroom or bathroom. So I closed both doors and started my bath. I figured soaking in the tub would be good. As I relaxed in the large tub, I wondered what was going on with Norman. He was just acting off today. Come to think of it, he had been becoming more and more off. I sighed, trying to push it out of my head. Norman was a pretty straight forward person, he would tell me if something was wrong with us. I needed to just relax all this stress was not good for the baby.
I washed up and got out. One o'clock. Still no Norman and no messages either. I went to his closest and grabbed one of his old shirts, spaying it with his clone. I figured this was the only way I'd get to sleep tonight. Exhusted I crawled in to bed, turning off the light and fell asleep quickly.
I felt a kiss to my lips, but I didn't want to move. Then my T-shirts was pushed up and kisses went to my stomach. I couldn't hold back, as I let out a small moan, arching my back. I heard Norman chuckled.
"Hey there, Sleeping Beauty," he said as he came up to my lips and we kissed.
"Mmmh," I hummed as we parted. Norman smiled at me.
"No bra, and no panties. You are a naughty girl," he smiled, sliding his hand down my body. I moaned again.
"I was waiting for you," I cood. He smiled more.
"Well I'm here," he said kissing me. I giggled, as he pulled my shirt over my head.
"And completely over dressed," I smiled as I helped him with his shirt and then his belt and jeans.  Norman smiled.
"Better?" He asked. I nodded taking in the sigh of his amazing body.
"Much," I hummed as I leaned in to kiss his chest. I heard him hum.
"Ohh no! I'm not letting you get away that easily," he said. I looked up to him with a smile.
"What?" I asked innocently. He smiled bigger.
"Lay that sexy little ass down," he said commanding. I giggled as I laid back for him. I watched his eyes rake over me. "So fuckin sexy, and all mine," he hummed as he started kissing at my neck.
"All yours," I repeated. He looked up at me between kisses, with a smile. His kisses were slow and sweet. He was driving me crazy on purpus. I could scream, as he took hi time kissing every inch of my neck and chest. Not even coming close to my brests.
"Norman!" I growled, I wanted to feel him so bad. He chuckled again.
"You see miss, I don't have to go in early tomorrow. So I suggest you get comfortable," he smiled. I smiled excitedly.
"Really?!" I moaned lowly as he finnaly decided to take one of my brests in his mouth.
"Mmhm," he hummed as he started licking it and playing with it between his teeth. I moaned again lowly.  This was great, and rare. I also knew it would be a long hot night. 
Norman took his time loving my brests and I thought I would die. As his fingure tips, grazed over my thighs. I cried out in want. He smiled, as he brushed them so close to my center, it almost hurt. I wimmpered at him. He came up and kissed my lips hard as his hands worked my body over again. I tired desperately to get the upper hand, as he chuckled and pulled away.
"Baby girl, are you that excited?" He asked. I nodded.
"Normy, I'm going to die, if I have to wait any longer," I wimmpered. He shook his head with a smug smile.
"No you wont, it will just feel so good when you do," he teased as he kissed me again. I growled at him.
"Reedus!" I growled. He smiled as he made his way down to my thighs and started kissing them. I laid back, unable to do anything but wait for him to play out this little game of his. He sucked, licked and bit at my things, untill I was begging him for a release. Finnaly he came back to my lips and kissed me.
"Fine," he said as he went between my legs. I smiled as I waited for him to give me the release I desperately wanted. Insted, it was just another game. He slowly started to rub my nub, I tired to buck my hips, to help, but he held them down with his arm over them. I growled again.
"Fuck Norman!" I yelled, I wanted him to make me feel good. He smiled.
"Sit still it will be worth it," he said gruffly. I growled again, as he slowly started sliding his finger in and out of my whole. I wimmpered again, as how slow and almost painful it was to be this worked up with no release. I watched him take his finger out of me and suck on it a second. He smiled at me.
"You always tast so sweet," he said, as he pulled my hips to his awaiting mouth. I cried out, it felt so good, but again it was slow and he was enjoying this way to much. Just as I thought I would finish. I watched Norman smiled up at me. He sat up. I growled lowdly.
"That's it!" I said sitting up, I had enough of his playing around. He chuckled as he kissed me and we fell over. He was on top of me, and I felt him test my wetness with his length. I moaned in to out kiss as he slid in to me, insanely slow. Like it was my first time or something. I pulled out of our kiss.
"I swear to God, Reedus..." I started, but he started moving his hips and I lost my train of thought. I was so worked up it didn't take long, for me to finish, and it felt so good. As Norman held on to me, trying not to get pushed out by how hard I was clenching his length.
"Fuck yeah girl!" He growled, as he finished not long after. He rolled over and we laid on the bed catching our breath.
"I fuckin love you," I said rolling tward him. He smiled as he rolled tward me and we kissed.
"That's what I've been waitin' for," he said with a smile. I shook my head.
"You ever make me wait that long again. I'll kill you!" I said, lowly. He chuckled.
"Ohh baby you have no idea," he said pulling me close to him. I looked up at him.
"Is that what it was like waiting for me?" I asked. He sighed.
"Worse, god I've missed every inch of you," he said, sitting up and lighting up a cigarette and getting off the bed to go smoke by the window. I smiled at him from my spot on the bed.
"We've got all night, though, right?" I asked. He smiled and nodded.
"Yeah," he said exhaling. I bit my lip.
"Good," I said, with an evil smile. He chuckled. I waited for him to finish his cigarette and he came back to bed. I started kissing at his neck. He chuckled.
"Already?" He asked, I smiled.
"It's going to be a long night," I said pushing him down. He checked and we started again.