Shattering Love

Chapter 29: Phone Calls and Comfort

Cameron's P.O.V
"Tara i just wanna say thank you."

"No problem Cameron." she says through the phone.

"And you're sure he said he had no feelings for her? Nothing at all?"

"He seemed pretty convinced that he feels nothing for Nevada."

"Just please look out for him for me. I know he can be easily manipulated and I hate thinking about him cheating on me but I'd wanna know if he did."

"I understand Cameron. I realize now that you and I both care about Shawn in similar ways. I'm sorry I used to not trust you. You're an amazing influence in his life."

"Thank you Tara for telling me about Nevada. You don't honestly think he would cheat on me do you?"

"I honestly don't think so Cameron. He loves you..... like a lot." she say laughing.

"Well thanks for the reassurance."

"And you said you're not telling Shawn that you're getting off of set early right?"

"Well I told him I might but I didn't tell him for sure or not. I'm just gonna let you know as we get closer to the date, when I'll be leaving. I'll just surprise at one of his performances."

"I'm sure he will be more than excited that night."

"I can't wait to see his face. He's gonna look so freaking adorable."

"Well I gotta go Cameron, it was good talking to yah."

"It was good talking to you too Tara." I end the phone call. Don't think I'm a bad husband for asking Tara to watch out for me. It's not that I don't trust Shawn, I just know that he's made some mistakes that have given me a few trust issues in the past. Like when he went on the camping trip and kissed Aaron. You have no idea how pissed I truly was when I found out. Or when he was secretly planning on leaving MAGCON. But I will say I was also keeping a secret that time so I'm iffy on how I feel about that situation. Like I trust Shawn, I'm just very cautious. Let's see, today is 67 days? I think?  I can't wait to just hold him in my arms. Nothing makes me feel more like a man than when I have my Shawn. It's almost 2pm here which means I think it's almost 10pm his time. He's a day behind me I guess. If we finishing filming 15 days early then I get to see Shawn in 18 days. 18 days!!! I had no idea I was that close. Holy shit. And just imagine, what if we finish filming even sooner than 15 days early. I'm definitely tricking Shawn with his. He's gonna have no idea that I'm coming to him so early. I click on his name in my contacts. My phone begins to ring. He should answer any second now. After about a minute the call goes to voicemail. Huh? That's weird. Maybe he's just super busy or something. He's never not answered though. It's ok I guess.

Shawn's P.O.V
"That's right boiiiiii!" Nevada screams laughing. We just finished a game of checkers.

"Shut up. I never lose checkers." I say fake madly.

"Is someone mad that they lost? Is Shawny mad?" she says laughing. Did she just call me Shawny? Should I ask her not to? Would it be awkward? I'm sure it's fine. Cameron's not the only one to have ever called me Shawny.

"Have you seen my phone?" I asked her. We were sitting in the living room of the hotel I was staying in tonight.

"Is it in your bedroom?"

"I don't know. I'll go look." I get up, moving to the bedroom. Sure enough my phone is setting on my bed. I pick it up and see that I have a missed call from Cameron. It was 21 minutes ago that he called.

"Did you find it?" Nevada yells from the living room.

"Yah I found it." I yell in return. I can call Cameron back when she leaves. I see another strange notification. A missed call from my mother.
I just stand and stare at the notification. I haven't talked to my mother in so long. She hated me; so did my dad. Should I call her back? I click on her number and within seconds she answers the call.