Shattering Love

Chapter 57: Love Always

Ok so as any good tv show would do in the finally this chapter is going to contain many flashbacks from throughout the series. Since there are going to be so many, I don't want to have the flash back in "this font" because it was giving me a headache reading all of it and I'm sure it would you guys too.
-----So anytime you see these lines beside the text that signifies a flashback.----- Understand? Ok guys, here's the ending of the series. If I ever choose to come back and write a third book it would probably be very short (10-20 chapters) and would probably be about them being older. So while this chapter is told from Shawn's P.O.V. when you read the flashbacks, Shawn and Cameron are both seeing the flashbacks, kinda like in a T.V. show. There's gonna be another chapter after this but it's gonna be a smut scene so if you're not comfortable or don't want to read it then this chapter can serve as the end of the book. All your missing next chapter is hot, steamy, passionate sex😉😂. So without any further ado, the last chapter of the series: it's gonna be a long one.
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Shawn's P.O.V.
"I just fed Walter." Cameron whispers out onto the balcony. He's holding a cup of coffee, and standing in only his tight purple Calvin Klein underwear.

"Thank you." I say smiling. "I didn't hear him wake up."

"I went and got his bottle ready so the moment he woke up I fed him."

"Is Sierra coming by to pump more milk today?" I ask him.

"She should be." he says sitting down in the chair next to me. He moves his left hand over on top of my right hand. I look over at him and for some reason I feel the heat in my face rising. "Why are you blushing?" he asks, almost laughing.

"I don't know." I say smiling. "You just always make me feel like the love we've had since the beginning, the excitement we had, is still there."

"Well that's because it is." he says smiling. "I could never get bored of you." He winks at me. He stands up from his chair, setting his coffee down on the small, black, circular table.

"Why are you standing in front of me?" I ask, trying to hide my smile.

"Cause I wanna sit down right there." he says. I get more comfortable in the chair and then tap my leg with my hand, motioning for him to sit down. He sit down on my lap, bringing his knees up to his chest, and resting the left side of his body on me. He cuddles into my chest and nestles his head into the lower part of my right boob.

"You ok?" I ask, wrapping my arm around him.

"Yah." he says closing his eyes and smiling. "I just miss you."

"Why do you miss me?" I ask smiling. "We've been together everyday since we got back together." I say, the words sounding strange but true as they leave my mouth. To honestly think that there was a time where I was foolish enough to lose my Cameron.

"I know, it's just I was reading through our old texts last night as I was trying to go to sleep. I remember how lonely I felt in New Zealand and how horrible I felt for leaving you. I've never hated not having something so badly." I feel his hand moving around in circles on my chest. He feels my abs, then my belly button, moving up to my breasts, not necessarily touching me sexually, but just touching me. It feels good.

"I remember that too Cameron. They were horrible times. I'm not gonna say I wish it never happened though." I feel him shuffle around at my response. He's looking up at me with a confused look now.

"Why?" he asks.

"Cameron everything that we went through, from the moment we met each other when we were 15, every single action we've done has led us to where we are right now."