Shattering Love

Chapter 17: Poor Nash

Nash's P.O.V.
I sit in my apartment's living room on the couch. I promised myself I was done being involved in all their drama but I feel to attached now. I have to make sure this works out ok then I'm done. For real this time. After this I'm keeping no more secrets. I need to call Cameron and warn him about Shawn's news. If Cameron tells Shawn about New Zealand then he's going to be heartbroken. I wander if he would still go on tour without Cameron? And would Cameron give it up this huge role just to go on tour with Shawn? Oh my God. I pull out my phone and click on Cameron's name. He doesn't answer and the next 3 times I call he doesn't answer either. Damnit I'm gonna have to drive all the way over there. I was wearing a solid black shirt and grey sweat pants on. Maybe they were joggers I don't really know. I grab my keys and head out to my car. I begin driving over there. It's almost 11 o' clock at night and I'm driving to their apartment to help their relationship. I love both of these guys like they're my brothers but damn. I feel like I'm the one who always saves them whenever they're fighting. It's kinda getting annoying. Ok so think. What am I gonna do? I'm just gonna warn Cameron about Shawn's news. Then I'm gonna let him decide what to do. But wait, what if Shawn wanted it to be like a big huge surprise and I'm ruining that. God damn why's this gotta be so confusing! (Reference to last book. Yah know "confusing" 😏 yah yah. Cause of the name of the first book🙄😐😂. Sorry lol back to the story.) I pull in front of their apartment. I park my car. Think Nash, think! Ok, I'm going to tell Cameron that Shawn is getting ready to tell him some really big news and that he just needs to be prepared. No damn that's not gonna work. Son of a bitch why is this so hard?! I get out of my car and head up to the front door. I knock loudly and stand there waiting for Cameron to open. I knock again this time louder. Finally the door opens and I see Cameron standing in a white towel. "What are you doing here Nash?" he says laughing.

"I need to talk to you." I say, inviting myself into their apartment.

"Ok, is it that important?" he says closing the door and following me into the living room.

"Yes Cameron I think it's pretty important."

"Ok, well tell me!"

"It's about this whole thing with you moving to New Zealand and acting."

"I already told you Nash, I'm telling Shawn tonight. I'm actually waiting for him to get home just so I can tell him. I'm actually pretty excited about it."

"Well it's not really about that." I look at Cameron's face. He is really excited about this. How can I just ruin his excitement by telling him Shawn's news. I've decided: it's not my place to do this. I just need them to figure it out themselves.

"Ok then, what's it about?"

"Actually you know what I'm gonna go. Forget I was even here." I say standing up. He stands up pushing me back down.

"No Nash, it's gotta be important if you drove all the way here at 11 o' clock at night to tell me. So tell me!" I need to come up with a lie and fast. I feel my heart beating faster.

"I just wanted to tell you......." Think Nash think. "I was just gonna tell you that I almost told Shawn your big news." His face looks alarmed.

"You didn't tell him though did you?! Cause I've been dying to see the surprise on his face." He's definitely gonna be surprised all right.

"No I didn't tell him. It just almost slipped. Nothing to worry about here."

"Phew!" Camron says leaning back into the couch. "For a second there I was kinda mad at you."