Shattering Love

Chapter 9: Lunch and Zip-lining

Shawn's P.O.V:
My eyes are closed as I'm deep in sleep. I feel something rubbing on my body. I identify the spot as my stomach. I sleepily open my eyes. I tilt my head over to see a smiling Cameron with his eyes closed. He's simply rubbing my tummy. "Good morning." he says with his sexy morning voice. I'm laying with my back in the crest of his right shoulder.

"Good morning babe." I say. I hear him let out a small laugh. "What are you laughing about?" I ask.

"I just love hearing your voice. Talk some more." he says, pulling my closer, with his arms, meanwhile still rubbing my tummy.

"Is someone horny?" I ask.

"Sorry Shawn." he says embarrassed. "I'm not horny. I really feel like cuddling with you."

"Aww. I'm not horny right now anyways." I say.

"Can I ask you a serious question?"

"Sure." I respond, intrigued by what he might ask.

"I was just thinking back to when you and me first started dating and before that time. I was just wandering why you didn't tell me sooner you were gay?" I shift my body so I'm laying on him, chest to chest. I'm looking up to his face, and he's looking down to mine.

"Why are you thinking about that?" I ask laughing.

"I don't know. I was just wandering where we be if that night we hadn't got into that fight that resulted in us getting together."

"Well Cameron, I actually do remember something about that night. (He is getting ready to refer to chapter 4 of Shameron(Book 1): Confusing Love. At the beginning of the chapter Shawn wants to ask Cameron if he is gay but doesn't get the chance to.) I was gonna come out to you one night at the hotel but literally when I went to you answered your phone to talk to that girl." I hated thinking about that. I remember the pain and anger I felt back then, when I watched them kiss.

"I don't even remember her name." he says laughing.

"Natalie." I say coldly. I would never forget her.

"Oh babe, I'm sorry. It sounds like you don't like talking about this."

"No it's not that it makes me unhappy, I just don't like thinking about you with another person. It hurts me in ways I can't explain." And it really did.

"Aww. That's so sweet babe. We can stop talking about it." he says. He leans down and kisses my forehead.

"What time is it?" I ask. He reaches over grabbing his phone.

"It is 10:33." he says.

"We doing anything today?" I ask.

"Besides each other?" he says cutely, smiling and causing me to blush.

"I'm being serious."

"Actually I do have plans for us today."

"Really? What are we doing?" I ask excitedly.

"We are going....... zip-lining!" he says shaking me.

"Are you freaking serious!" I respond with joy. "I've never been zip-lining before."

"I knew you'd love it." he says. I lay my head back down hugging him.

"Of course you did." I say sarcastically. I get up out of bed. I begin to slide underwear and pants on. I see Cameron watching me, biting his lip, out of the corner of my eye.

"Damnit." he says sarcastically.

"What?" I ask.

"I was enjoying the view." he says sexily. I roll my eyes, blushing of course, and continue getting dressed.