Shawn's P.O.V.
"Babe I'm not ready for you to leave." I say, pulling Cameron into a hug. We had thrown a going away party tonight and most of the people have already left our apartment. It's nearly 1 in the morning. Cameron's mom had started cleaning up when people started leaving and our apartment is nearly spotless. I'm not gonna see this place for about 3 months. Halfway through my tour I'm gonna have a couple weeks off to come home and relax. It's around the same time Cameron's gonna come home from filming.
"I'm not ready to leave you Shawn." he says cutely. Cameron is leaving tomorrow, Wednesday, and I am leaving on Friday. "Everyone's almost gone." He leans in closer to my ear. "When they all leave I can show you how much I'm truly going to miss you." He pulls away and winks at me. Why's he gotta be so damn cute.
"Ok everyone say goodbye to Cameron. He's gotta get to bed. We gotta get him to the airport in the morning." I say. The only people still here were Gina, Sierra, Nash, and Hayes.
"Sierra and I are gonna leave. We're gonna miss you so much." Gina says, hugging Cameron.
"I'm gonna miss you too mom."
"Bye bro." Sierra says hugging him too.
"Love you guys!" Cameron says. They leave and now it's just Cameron, Nash, Hayes, and I. I walk to the living room sitting down next to Cameron on the couch. Nash and Hayes are on the other couch. I lay down cuddling into Cameron. He's so warm, and his big arms encompass me in lustful joy.
"MAGCON is gonna be so different without you guys." Nash says.
"Yah I'm gonna miss you guys. You're like big brothers to me." Hayes says.
"You guys got this. MAGCON is gonna be just as fun without us." Cameron says.
"I don't know man. You guys were always so fun to be around."
"We're gonna miss it too Nash." I say this time. I look up to Cameron, smiling, and circling my fingers around on his arm. He smiles down at me.
"We're gonna go guys." Nash says standing up. Hayes follows. "I'll see you in three months?" Nash says to Cameron.
"I'll see you in three months." They pull each other into a hug.
"Later dude." Hayes says. He also hugs Cameron and leaves with Nash. I'm just laying on the couch watching Cameron. This is the last time I'm going to see him for the next three months. It's so crazy to think about. I haven't gone more than a few days without seeing him since before we stared dating over a year ago.
"Baaaaabe." Cameron wines.
"Whaaat?" I wine back.
"I love you." he says smiling and plopping down next to me. I'm laying on my back and he's laying not right on top of me but partially on top of me, our chest touching. He starts pecking small kisses all around my face. I wrap my arms around him holding him close. Usually Cameron was the one to hold me and comfort me in his arms but these past few weeks I've been doing it for him. It actually feels pretty good that I can comfort him like this. I love it.
"What time do we have to get up tomorrow?" Cameron thinks for a minute after this.
"I think the plans leaves at noon."
"So we can sleep in a little bit?"
"Yes baby." he says snuggling into me.
"Three whole months without you. What am I gonna do with my life?!" I say laughing. I was being quite serious. Without seeing Cameron everyday I don't thing I'm gonna truly be myself. I think it'll be ok though cause tour will have me distracted the whole time and before I know it the three months will already be over.
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Shattering Love
Hayran KurguShawn and Cameron take the next steps in their relationship in this sequel to Shameron: Confusing Love. In this story our couple is greeted with new problems and face more challenges as their love blossoms. Married life while at first seems fun will...
