Wherever you are (Michael Clifford)

The truth

One positive to this morning is that I'm sitting with Maddie, Vicky and Erica.

Rachel and Molly have pissed off with their 'new friends.'

I'm not going to lie I was upset about it most of Saturday night and Sunday.

But I have Erica and Vicky and Maddie which makes me happy.

It's that time on Monday again where I find myself having mixed emotions about science.

Emotion today= anxious.

Ever since the big drama with Michael where I basically broke down in his arms, even thought he said he would see me soon, i haven't seen him since.

I wasn't excepting him to show up at my door or anything but he hasn't even called or text.

On Saturday night Erica vicky, and Maddie stayed at my house for a girls night. It was quite funny actually, we got loads of food, we made charm bracelets and read which seems boring but we are all antisocial anyway, so to be antisocial in the company of your friends felt wonderful and comforting.

Their face when I told them about Alix was seriously something I would remember for a while.

Maddie got really frustrated and started using these random hand actions which put me into complete hysterical laughter.

Vicky got really mad and used the word 'fuck' or 'fucking' about 100 times.

And now we all sit, judging Rachel, Molly and Alix for being such douche bags.

Maybe that's why they belong together.

The bell rang for first period and we parted ways with Erica, whilst Maddie, Vicky and I walked to graphics.

"Just come and sit with us, we hate half the girls in our table anyway." Vicky says, I laugh and agree, happy that I actually don't have to sit on my own now.

I looked over at Michael and smiled but he put his head down.

So I'm no longer anxious for science I'm just completely dreading it since he seems to have one of his weird attitudes towards me today.

When I walk into science Michael isn't there. I guess he really doesn't want to talk to me then.

I knew this would happen, a little part of me hoped he wouldn't let me down but obviously I was wrong.

We have to go back Into our pairs and since Michael isn't there my teacher agrees to let me go with Maddie and Vicky which lifted my spirits.

But halfway through the class the principal teacher appears with Michael. I internally groan.

"Miss I found this boy wondering around the corridors and it turns out that he is indeed suppose to be in your class, is that right."

Miss Ewan's face goes bright red and she quickly instructs Michael to go and sit down.

"Miss Parker, I believe Michael is your partner and he has returned from his.. Wanderings."

She directs her gaze to Michael glares at him then turns back to me.

"So if you wouldn't mind returning to work with him."

I almost cry. Michael tried to skip this class to be away from me i can tell and now I have to go and work with him in an awkward silence.

As soon as I sit down he looks the other way and then I decide that's it.

I'm fucking angry.

I try way to hard for Michael, forget what I said to him on Saturday.

Fuck what I said to him any time, I am not trying anymore, it is an absolute joke.

He clearly cannot be bothered with me, I must be the biggest annoyance in the world too him.

The tears well up in my eyes but I decide no. I can't look like it bothers me.

So the rest of the period is spent in silence, no attempts from Michael are made, he must be serious about hating me.

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"Hey babe." Jake appears behind me. He wraps his arms around my waist and I find myself needing this from him, it makes me feel safe and needed.

I turn around to face him and plant a gentle kiss on his lips.

"Mm hey." I mumble into his neck

"Want to come to mine after school? My mums making dinner." I ask in an attempt too make plans.

A large grin spreads across his face which is contagious as I soon join it

"Of course! Can't wait, see you later babe." He gives me a tight hug and then runs off to football.

I'm going to find out the truth tonight about Michael, every single detail about him and I don't think he's going to be the person i thought he was all this time....

THESE FILLER CHAPTERS MAKE ME ILL bc they are rlly bad

I'm sorry xoxo gossip girl

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