Wherever you are (Michael Clifford)

Chapter 46

This is the last chapter and I'm totally not ok like I'm being serious

I love this book no matter how shitty it is

idk what I'm going to do with my life when I finish this because even though it's been hard it's like a memory for me:'(

There will be an epilogue ok but this is like the last time we read Hannah and Michael together as teenagers/near adults making stupid decisions and being stupid and in love and the tears.

I love you's xxxxx

Ok here we go

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I must have nodded off because when I wake up, we are somewhere unfamiliar to me.

Michael is sitting on his phone, the light shinning up his face which is set which a deep scowl.

I much prefer smiley Michael, because that's one of the best things in life for me, Smiley Michael and food.

All Michael's are the best thing in life for me to be honest.

The only sound Is the rain lightly hitting off of the window. I'm frozen on the spot. I don't know what to say to him. I don't know if he still wants me to leave him alone, and if he does I will not hesitate to just, umm I don't know?

Let me love you Michael!!!

I just want to cry, but I know that I already have so I can't anymore, I need to keep my self together.

I decide to make it known that I'm awake and reach in to my pocket for my phone, putting the camera on and wiping the makeup from under my eyes.

I have missed calls from my mum, my dad, Erica and Jake but I'll deal with that later, so I put my phone back in my pocket and lean back, letting out a loud sigh.

The cute little sound your iPhone makes when it's being locks echoes through the car, letting me know that Michael has locked his phone and I'm plunged into the dark, blinking a few times to try and get my eyes used to it.

I want to hide, he knows I'm awake.

"You were tired?" Michael half whispers and I turn to look at him, only seeing a faint outline.

"Yeah, I was." after a long pause I decide to just go for it. "can we.. talk now?"

He shifts In his seat as if uncomfortable and turns to face me. "Go for it."

Michael god damn Clifford you difficult man.

"Well haven't you got anything to say Mike?" I try and soften him up by using my nickname for him but it probably doesn't work.

"I just don't understand Han. After what that creep done to us a few months back you are standing with him like he's your boyfriend." his tone is disgusted. "We tried hard to get rid of him, and he has his arm wrapped around you as if... you were his as, if he owned you."

I finally decide to turn the little light on and get a look at him. He has tears in his eyes but is too stubborn to cry, my poor Michael, I didn't know that this would upset him like this, it hurts a lot to see him in this State because of me.

"He always gets the girl Han, I don't know if he done it to annoy be but he can't have you. You're mine ok." he chokes and I nod vigorously agreeing with him.

I knew Michael and Jake has a past but I don't like to ask about it, Michael gets angry.

I would only want to be Michael's. Jake is my friend, and it felt good to have him as just a friend. I don't know why he thought it was appropriate to put his arm around me.