Wherever you are (Michael Clifford)

The party

I pushed through all the drunken people to finally find Erica. She was sitting on the floor in my mums room crying whilst Danielle pranced around in her underwear.

I tried not to laugh at the sight of both of them.

"Danielle go put some clothes on." I tell her and she turns around with a look of complete disgrace plastered on her face.

"Bitch no!" I just laugh at her and roll my eyes.

I kneel down beside Erica and attempt to ask her what wrong. She says all these words and I have no idea how to understand them. She demands to talk to Ashton so he takes over whilst I attempt to catch Danielle.

"But, I don't want to put clothes on ." She waves her arms about dramatically, "I want to be free."

"Danielle," I sigh trying to grab her, "guys are going to take advantage over you."

"Is that such a bad thing?"

I decide to leave her be, there is no way that she will listen to me in the drunken state that she is in.

Stressed out, I walk down to the kitchen and pick up a random drink, downing it I just kept going, taking every drink I could get my hands on.

Until finally I was completely out of it. I started to talk to random people, Slurring my words and taking selfies.

I turned around and saw Michael sitting talking to all of his friends. I went to sit on his knee, probably crushing him but I didn't care in this moment.

Jake and Luke were sitting next to him, properly stoned but Michael wasn't, and I'm glad he wasn't.

They were having a conversation about something but I felt like I couldn't hear it.

"Hey." I whispered in his ear. The music was playing so loud that I felt like it was tuned into my head.

"Hey." He smiled at me and I wrapped my arms around him, laying my head on his chest.

I wasn't asleep, I wasn't completely sure what was happening. I was listening to Michael, his words and his laugh vibrating through my ear.

It was like listening to music, I wanted to listen to it forever.

I was interrupted by someone asking if they could put their music on my speakers.

"Hey you're awake" Michael smiled at me. I rubbed my thumb over his lip. This didn't feel real, I felt like I was floating.

"I was never asleep." I smiled back.

A confused look took over his face which quickly turned into an eruption of laughter.

"You are drunk aren't you?"

"What does that even mean." I smugly smile at him. He smiles and shakes his head at me.

"Do you love me?"nHe looks at me seriously, "Yes Hannah of course I do."

"Are you drunk?" I examine his face closely.

"You know I don't drink." He sounded like he was getting frustrated with so I quickly shut up and looked around the room.

Everyone looked like they were having such a good time, laughing and dancing.

I got up from Michael's lap, took my phone and went outside right down to the back of my garden.

I looked at my phone and had loads of missed calls from my mum and dad. I suddenly felt shit for going behind their back and doing all of this.