Chapter 5 - I Should Listen To My Head

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I pulled into the driveway of my house with a smile seeing that all the lights inside were off or what I could see of the lights. Hopefully my dad would be asleep and wouldn't punish me too badly. I shut off my car, grabbing my backpack  putting it over my shoulder and walking to my front door. First I checked to make sure that the door was unlocked or not. My dad has locked the door once and wouldn't let me in making me sleep in my car one night it was terrible and it was the middle of winter too so that didn't help much either.

The door was unlocked and I walked in slowly, closing the door slowly behind me until I heard the click of it closing and I looked around my dark house.I started toward the kitchen seeing a dim light peeking out from under the door. I get to the door and hear my father behind it, he was fighting with my mom some what quietly they weren't screaming at each other but they were a bit loud. I frowned to myself and knocked on the kitchen door, it opening a bit. Looking through the crack between the door and the wall I can see my father perfectly and he's looking right at me. I quickly back away from the door, all that I know it that he could go after me and I really was not in the mood for that so I quickly headed to the stairs, looking over my shoulder every few seconds to make sure that he's not coming after me. 

When I hear the door downstairs slam, I run down the hallway quickly getting to my bed and closing the door behind me locking it. I did not want him getting in here at all, I will do anything to stay away from him. I just wish that my mom would get a divorce so we can leave this drunk. 

It wasn't always like this when I was younger he was the most perfect dad I could have but when I turned fifteen everything changed he started drinking and coming home later and later every night until he didn't come home till the next morning. He even cheated on my mom with this other lady, I caught them once when my mother was at work. He threatened me that if I ever told her about this he'd kill me. Great dad I have right? 

But I think I'm ready to take this risk and tell my mom what happened last year how he cheated on her with that other lady Eleanor. She looked as if she was twenty five not a day over or anything. I know we have a college close by but I mean how the hell is my dad out picking up college girls and bringing them home all the time? He probably still does but is just sneaky about it. 

I came out of my thoughts when I finally remembered that I needed to text Cameron and tell him that I got home safely so he can sleep in peace. I pulled my phone out of my back pocket and see right away that my wallpaper was a selfie of Cam's with me still sleeping next to him. I really need to put a better password on my phone was the only thing I thought as I texted him telling him that I got home perfectly fine and that he can now sleep in peace. After sending the text I set my phone down on my nightstand and started to undress out of my clothes from school so that I can finally get some more sleep and not worry about more things for awhile. 

After about a minute I get done changing and lay on my bed under all the blankets and stare up at my ceiling just thinking about tomorrow. How weird it's going to be with not dating Luke anymore and what everyone is going to think. One of the most popular guys dating me one of the most popular girls breaking up. Yeah lots of people do that but not after such a long time of dating. Just the thought of Luke made me sad and feel depressed, I could feel all these tears gathering in my eyes.

I hugged a pillow to my chest, curling up to it as I cried silently into it. He cheated on me all that I know is that tomorrow he's going to be with her that bitch that he cheated on me with. Or even he could just be by himself acting like everything is amazing while he sees me suffer. Like I never meant a thing to him, our relationship and everything must have been a huge game to him. Or maybe he made a huge bet with someone to get me to fall in love with him and break my heart. How could someone so amazing turn into a huge asshole that never really cared about you and would just break your trust and heart like they stabbed you in the chest that's exactly what it felt like when he told me that he cheated on me.

I woke up the next morning to a dead phone and it being about six thirty in the morning I have school at eight what the hell am I suppose to do with all this time is all I could think about at the moment. I just decided I'll just spend this time on myself for a bit, take a shower, make myself look presentable and try to keep my mind off of Luke.

It takes me an hour to get ready and everything and I have to go right to school even though it's seven thirty I live about ten minutes away from the school so its best for me to leave now. I run downstairs with my bag, my dead phone in my hand along with my car keys. Hearing my dad from the other room and just ignore him as I walk out the door slamming it behind me and rush off to my car. 

I get to the school about ten minutes later maybe a little bit over ten minutes but not really and I head inside the school, I instantly see Hunter, Luke's best friend and he waves right at me. Like he has no clue what the hell is going on between me and Luke. I roll my eyes at him and begin to walk to my locker, people are staring at me as I walk down the hall whispering things behind my back, I wonder what shit Luke has said about me, probably saying that I cheated on him or some bullshit. 

"Jordy!" I hear Hunter yell as I hear his footsteps running up behind me then he appears next to me with a huge grin on his face as he looks over at me.

"What do you want Hunter?" I snap at him, I don't even look at him I continue to look forward. I stop in my tracks when I see Luke, he was at my locker. 

"I just wanted to walk with you, is that okay or can I not?" He asked me. 

"Hunter, I'll talk to you later okay? I need some time to talk to Luke.." I mumble.

"Okay go ahead you two love birds." I hear Hunter say as he walks away, making me a bit sad maybe he didn't know what was going on between us two. I walk to my locker, looking up at Luke who just looked down at me. "What the hell do you want Luke? Are you gonna get out of my way or just stand her and stare at me?" I snap at him a bit, pushing him out of the way a bit to get to my locker, unlocking it and putting my stuff in it. 

"I want you back Jordy, I know I screwed up yesterday and I'm sorry." He says, pulling me closer to him by my waist. 

"Don't fucking touch me Luke." I slap his arm, moving away from him. "You aren't getting me back, you screwed up like you always do and this time you don't get to fix it." I say to him, grabbing my things for my first class. 

"You are nothing without me babe." He says, looking down at me like he was staring in my soul.

"Guess I can live with that." I glare at him, slamming my locker closed and walking away from him. I knew that today was going to be the worst school day of my life and the worst hasn't even come yet.

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A/N: So guys tell me what you all thought of that chapter? I don't think it was that short and I actually updated quickly it didn't take me like two months to update hopefully it will keep being like this the next chapter will be up either Thursday or Friday not really sure yet.

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