Chapter 14 - Feelings

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        It was really hard who to pick to dedicate this chapter, I mean you guys really do comment stuff that makes me feel good inside and even laugh. This chapter I choose to dedicate Hockeyroo I just really loved the comment and it really made me smile uncontrollably for like ten minutes so thanks for that. 

I'm also still deciding whether or not to get my stories checked out and I almost may be writing another story soon after my Sam and Kian one is done which should be in a couple more chapters hopefully. I hope you guys all enjoy this chapter and don't forget to vote and comment so that you might get dedicated next chapter. It would be amazing too if you guys would follow me on twitter @wildhearted1 thanks!

~Nessa

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Cam looks down at me frowning when I told him that I don't know how to make myself feel beautiful. We just sat there well he just sat on me while I just laid there it's not like I could go anywhere anyways. Then out of nowhere he says, "I'm gonna make you feel beautiful." He said it like it was the most important thing in the world for him to do.

"You don't have to do that, I should find my own way to make me feel beautiful." I say, looking up at him.

"I want to help you feel beautiful." He says with a small frown appearing on his lips. 

"Fine I'll let you help me." I say, closing my eyes with a small sigh.

"Thank you." He says softly, getting off of me and just sitting next to me. 

"No need to thank me Cam honestly." I say, opening my eyes slowly. 

Cam just fell silent his eyes wandered my room as I watched him. I've never been so happy to have someone in my life like him. Well except my mother she's the best but other then that nobody else really. Not even my best friend talks to me anymore, it seems that Cameron and Hunter are the only ones who ever talk to me anymore. Speaking of Hunter I wonder how he's doing, being Luke's best friend and everything I wonder if the break up is effecting him anymore then everyone else.

I don't get why our breakup is everyone elses business, it really isn't and I hate how everyone has to go and be all up in my business. I didn't invite you to my barbaque to get out off my grill honestly. There's no point to try and understand my relationship at all.

It's both of our problems nobody elses just mine and Luke's we eventually have to talk we can't just avoid each other I don't really care if this is our senior year I didn't want this much attention. Honestly I didn't want any attention at all, for once I just wanted a normal year is that really that hard to ask for? I didn't think that is was but I guess that it is.

"Jordy?" Cam questions me, pulling me out of my thoughts.

"Hmm?" I ask him back.

"Uhh can we go for a walk?" He asks me.

"Yeah sure as long as I get a piggy back ride though." I grin at him, sitting up.

"Fine as long as I get one on the way back." He chuckles, rolling off my bed onto his feet. 

"Oh well don't you have mad skills, that ninja roll though." I say about him rolling off my bed.

"Yeah I'm secretly a ninja but shush nobody knows." He chuckles.

"How do I become a ninja I want to be one." I say rolling off my bed but just fall to the ground laughing.

"You aren't cordinated enough to be a ninja." He winks playfully.

"Shit you have to be cordinated for that? Damn it." I pout, looking up at him from the ground.

"Yes like I'm very cordinated if you wouldn't tell." He smiles, holding his hand out to help me up.

"Oh really? I could never tell." I say sarcastically taking his hand and pull myself up.

"You should pay attention more really Jordy." He chuckles.

"Excuse me but if you couldn't tell from my grades that I don't like to pay attention." I say sticking my tongue out at him.

"Yeah that's true and you always stare and me when we study so that could also be it." He says with a shrug of his shoulders.

"Well quit being so damn attractive and maybe I won't stare at you." I say with a roll of my eyes not noticing what I said for a moment. After I noticed what I said I instantly started to blush, "Sorry about that.. I didn't mean that.." 

"No it's fine really, I think you are really attractive too." He says looking down at me with a smile. 

"You really think that?" I ask, raising my eyebrows at him.

"Yes I really think that, I think you are super beautiful." He says nodding his head. A smile just spread on my lips as I watched his face.

"Okay we better get going before I kiss you next." I say slipping on my shoes.

"I'd totally be fine with that." He chuckles, heading downstairs already.

"Of course you would." I say rolling my eyes and follow him downstairs.

Once we got downstairs he puts on his shoes that he had at the front door. We walk outside, I close the door behind me and look around it was actually a pretty gorgeous day out today which is really nice. We started walking and I quickly stop him. 

"What about my piggy back ride?" I ask him with a chuckle.

"Oh yeah I almost forgot about that." He chuckles bending down a little bit for my short ass.

I hop onto his back, wrapping my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist. I was just trying to do my best not to choke him or anything. He held my legs too so that I didn't have to hold myself up all by myself. I sighed in relief and laid my chin on his shoulder as he started to walk. It was like riding a horse honestly a little bumpy as he walked but it was nice. I have no clue where the hell he's walking to but I'm more than happy to go anywhere with him.

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